Looking for help in finding my true prissy self

[auntyjane]

First of all let me say I am a 50 year old bi male so there's no confusion.
Since I can remember I have had a feminine side. If I went to a wedding or a family party I would dream of being in the flowergirls dress or the little girls party dresses. I enjoy everything girly and fem.
As I have aged a bit (on the outside) I find the urge stronger and find myself buying girly bits and pieces on e bay.
I would love to find someone to take control and sort my inner girls life out, maybe giving her past memories and a life and taking control of her mentally and sexually.
I have tried a few files on wmm and found them very relaxing ,exciting and really want to try more.
I am single and have most evenings to spare. Anyone even if it is only advice, please drop me a line.