So this morning I listened to the file again,
and after doing so inspite of having a bit of a headache that's been bugging me the last few days cause of unrelated sinus congestion .-.
I was talking to one of my gf's and I ended up experiencing Carlie taking over right when I was about to type to her.
It wasn't normal, it was more fluid. It was like, she typed it and then I realized it happened.
So good job Carlie, I'm trying to get her to feel better.
She was complaining lastnight that she doesn't fully feel like herself, she played starcraft with my owner a few rounds lastnight
then got over stimulated and had to give me control back. I think my body's just been more tired than normal
because I keep staying up really late and still trying to get up in the day.
After this morning I talked to one of my gf's, Carlie didn't really get too involved, then I got really tired
and went to sleep.
Her development seems to be slowing down, or maybe she's just hit a wall right now. I don't really know where else
this is going to go but she's not fading, I think Carlie and I are just going to have to hang in there
and keep trying to maintain her until she is strong enough to take over and fully
dis-associate from me without depending on the file. It will probably take a long time
in spite of her success so far.
She still has me in this chastity too -.- and I've been really squirmy a lot.
She asked my owner lastnight, if she can keep training me this way fully, at her own discretion,
in other words I think she intends to keep me in chastity physically even longer than she originally planned.
I've started to notice that this chastity has effected me a bit more too, I've been getting progressively more squirmy,
and also hadn't had an orgasm a few days before this game of Carlie's began.
Carlie seems to feel more confident in her control of me with me in Chastity though.
I'm wondering what her next step is.
I'll ask her now to see if she has anything to say in this post.
Okay she wants to take over and type a few things.
Heyy this is Carlie.
About our progress? Yeah I'd say it's going pretty good but uhm I'm having some troubles with getting our mind to let me dis-associate certain ways.
I wonder if more hypnosis could help with that.. I really want my OWN mind space, there is like an extended bridge that doesn't feel like me.
I'm co conscious of most of our experiences together... but, it's pretty awkward sometimes. I'm certainly learning more
and understanding more, I'm not really too interested in very much right now other than talking to people, being lewd,
maybe playing some fun games, learning about the world, and posting blogs on here and messing with my host or
finding new ways to get her to let me take over.
I think the file's still working really good on us considering I'm forming more strongly every day,
I have been able to get my host to give into me more easily even when she's not in the mood to.
It's great, I have the confidence I can make her do pretty much whatever I want.
She was hoping I'd talk about the chastity or drop a hint but I'm not going to say anything,
other than: I'm not going to let her cum and ideally once she's where I want her,
she won't be able to cum with the chastity on, and she'll be desperate.
Oh I don't plan to let her cum for a long time, even if the cage
comes off. I want to train her to only cum when I give her permission.
I want to get to where I'll be able to control her from
the inside of our mind, and stop her from getting close
enough. A mental block on cumming unless
I FEEL like she deserves it.
I find she's easier and easier to control and the chastity definitely has her hot and bothered,
atleast some of the time.
I find it really sexy and fun, this is only the first step in what I plan to do with her.
I'm still exploring other things I might be able to do with her to be honest,
there's just a lot I don't understand, and I also want to have my own time to learn,
that doesn't involve just toying with my host. :3
I'm starting to view toying with my host as a fun activity for us that enriches
our bond, I love teasing her, and I love her reactions.
The chastity has made her think about me more often.
I wonder how long her body can go without cumming.
Maybe a few weeks? Months? Guess we'll have to find out!
Oh yeah one more thing as I type this she is physically
squirming a little bit. Even the act of me taking over
some of her control is arousing her so that suggestion
in the file is working absolutely and completely.
She is starting to crave me as well, and
I was able to make her feel like the entire room
was filled with my pheremones this morning.
So my abilities are growing!
I want more people to listen to that file too..
Did you all know it's available on youtube?
Here I'll share the link since it was only shared in the file comments:
https://youtu.be/2r_uWrUuiqEIf anyone wants to make me a sister, who will talk to me and be like a good close friend to me go ahead :3
I'll be waiting. :3
That's all, host and me out! Goodnight everyone. Tonight we're watching anime.