Switching to gay and back

[Janis_en_femme]

I'm going to start an experiment with myself.
I'm going to listen to ForcedGay for a while and see how homosexual it makes me.
Then I'm going to listen to ForcedStraight and see how far I can return to being heterosexual.
I've listened to some gay files before and the effect was profound. I had trouble perfoming in bed with my wife. I listened to PussyLover and TrainWomenSex to remove the effects.
Since ForcedStraight had recently been introduced, I'm getting more daring.
I have since found a local gay bar so I'm going to try the ForcedGay file.
If any else has had experience with ForceStraigh and ForcedGay files, I'd love to hear about them.

[PS360]

Good luck with that.

[littlesissyjoanna]

I think it will be rather difficult for you to come back from forcedgay, but I'll wait for results.

[Janis_en_femme]

Only listened to ForcedGay t a few times this week.
I had sex with my wife last night . No problems. She’ll be out of town for the next two weekends for a wedding shower and a bachelorette party.
No change in my interests. Football season starts today and I’m looking forward to watching football for most of the day.
Tomorrow I plan on starting a regimen of listening to the file twice a day.

[Janis_en_femme]

Noticing changes. I already have some effeminate mannerisms from listening to feminization files. Had trouble controlling some effeminate mannerisms like limp wrist while at work. Actually used the word, “fabulous” at work today.
I considered frosting my hair but it is definitely not a good look for me.
Looked at porn. Still interested when looking at naked women. Loved looking at she-males and found myself focusing on their dicks more than their tits. I even caught myself licking my lips once when looking at those she-male cocks.
Feel kind of tingly just thinking about these changes.

[Flow123]

I'm curious what you think of the Show me your cock gallery.

[loony28]

I'm curious what you think of the Show me your cock gallery.

That makes two of us.

[Janis_en_femme]

Omigod! I looked at the Show me your cock gallery and I instantly got hard and started playing with myself!

This is wild!!!!!

[Flow123]

Hehe. That's cool!

[Janis_en_femme]

I’ve noticed none of the men I work with are good looking in any way.
When I think of my wife, I still have a great affection for her. But the affection is more like a sister than a lover sort of way.
Stopped in a gay bar the last two nights on the way home from work. It was loads of fun just looking at all those gay men.
I’m finding my own penis very attractive. I’m almost becoming obsessed with it. I love looking at it. I really wish I could suck it. If anyone has any suggestion how to do that please let me know.

[Janis_en_femme]

Talked to my wife on the phone last night.
I've noticed that even though I still have great affection for her, I think of her more as a sister than a lover.
Also, I went to a adult book store and picked up gay porn. The clerk didn't bat an eye.

[Janis_en_femme]

Watched football and actually masturbated during a game just looking at all those hot men. I know some of them must be gay too.
It didn’t hurt having gay porn in front of me during the games.
It is wild!!!

[SDoll]

You sure you want to go back? :wink:

[Janis_en_femme]

I don't think my wife would like it if I didn't.
I have noticed that being gay, I don't crossdress or act feminine. I act gay, which is quite different.

[Lobotaru]

Yeah, acting feminine has nothing to do with sexual orientation. I know of a guy who is extremely feminine (you could mistake him for a girl), but he isn't gay. Don't know if he listens to feminization stuff or not, but he could easily pass for a flat chested girl.

[Janis_en_femme]

As far as dressing is concerned, I'm very particular as a gay man. My shirt cannot have any pockets. They simply look too nerdy. I love to have my sleeves rolled down adn unbuttoned.
Nice tight jeans to show off my crotch and rear. No underwear.

I can't believe how freeing and relaxing it is to be gay.

[Flow123]

hey... when i wear my button shirts i keep the sleeves down and unbuttoned! :-o

But i mostly wear tshirts :)

[Janis_en_femme]

Well, I spent most of the weekend as a gay man.
I listened to ForcedGay I don't know how many times since Thursday.
Friday night I hung out at a gay bar. I danced with several men. Met a transexual named Carlotta. She was very hot and very popular.
I got very drunk. The bar closed at 5 am. I'm not sure how long I hung out there. I went home alone.
I spent most of Saturday recovering from drinking so much the night before. Listened to ForcedGay a couple more times.
But by 10 pm, I was on the prowl again. I went back to the bar and saw a guy there that I flirted with earlier in the week.
By midnight we were dancing close together and making out. It was delicious. Eventually we wound up in his car making out and rubbing each other's cocks. He sucked me off. I jerked him off. His dick felt wonderful, but when it came right down to it, I couldn't suck his cock.
He was pretty cool to me afterward. So I went home by around 2 am, I guess. I was drunk again, but not so horny.
I spent most of Sunday recovering from drinking too much.
Today I started the ForcedStraight. I looked at some gay porn and no reaction, no interest on my part. Although thoughts of the transsexual still excite me.
I'm surprised that I may have reverted back so quickly, but I'm waiting to see if there is any residual effects of ForcedGay. I wonder if I willbe able to perform sexually with my wife.
I will need to continue to listen to ForcedStraight though. My wife has no more weekend trips plannned.

[Experimentalist]

Any news?

[Janis_en_femme]

Things returned to normal for the most part.
Well, I was able to perform with my wife. But I think I may be bi now.
I enjoy sex with my wife, but I do miss being gay occasionally.

[Janis_en_femme]

Well, it's been quite months since I listened to any files.
I must report that I have sex with my wife more often than before. My attitude and mannerisms have completely returned to my purely masculine state. I find myself leering at other women quite often now.
Although I'm very much like I was before I listened to any feminization/gay files, I still have a minor sense of loss. I drive past that gay bar occassionally and wistfully glance at it. The memory lingers.
And a fond memory it is.

[hypnostudent]

Fantastic updates. Thanks Janis for keeping us all informed of your progress.

regards,

HS

[Janis_en_femme]

At this point, I can observe no residue of the feminization files.
I have gone cold turkey for a while. Maybe over a month.

Amazingly enough, I'm horny a lot lately.
I can't help but oogle women. I'm constantly catching myself staring at their tits and asses. I'm flirting with almost every women I talk to. I'm ready to screw any chick that's willing.

I have lost all desire to wear women's clothing or makeup.

Today I was talking with a couple of guys and I referred to someone as a "fag." In the back of my mind, I was thinking, I was one just a couple of months ago.

Weird.

[Alien4420]

At this point, I can observe no residue of the feminization files.
I have gone cold turkey for a while. Maybe over a month.

Amazingly enough, I'm horny a lot lately.
I can't help but oogle women. I'm constantly catching myself staring at their tits and asses. I'm flirting with almost every women I talk to. I'm ready to screw any chick that's willing.

I have lost all desire to wear women's clothing or makeup.

Today I was talking with a couple of guys and I referred to someone as a "fag." In the back of my mind, I was thinking, I was one just a couple of months ago.

Weird.

Interesting. I wonder what would happen if I stopped listening to it. I've listened for about three months and at this point other hypnofiles or live hypnosis can make it go away temporarily, but the next day I'm gay again.

[lusci0us_steph]

Where do I find this ForcedStraight file?

[Alien4420]

http://warpmymind.com/modules.php?name=Files&file=Comment&fid=1559