cumcontrolboi wrote:Then I got over that, and realized, heck, it's humiliating to have to let someone know that (1) I want an orgasm, (2) I have to ask, (3) They can say 'no', and (4) I have to let someone in the world know this, every time.
Yes, it is humiliating. We are under a similar hypnotic effect. Theoretically, our subconscious mind can give us permission to orgasm. However, it is rare that our subconscious does this, as subconscious tends to only gives us permission if we do something substantial for him (usually, giving Mistress more power over us)
Most of the time, we need someone else's permission to masturbate. The most humiliating part is knowing that people can say no.