Tonight I\\\'m back to the random playlist - though this time the computer is building a playlist around the bodies I specify, with a small probability of adding something unexpected. Started off with my new favourite induction, and it ran the series as:

• Pacifier Induction
• Train Susceptible (body)
• Panty Wetting Princess (body)
• Awakening 2
• Panty Wetting Princess

I woke up there, surprised by the shortness of the playlist it had picked. I decided to listen to one more file, feeling a little desire to listen to that file again but decided against it.

I wanted to see if it worked, though, so quickly pulled on some pink cartoon-emblazoned panties. They were very comfortable, more so than I expected. I reached over to get a drink - my mouth was a little dry - but then thought that might not be a good idea. Drinking more cola might make it harder to resist the files attempts to make me pee, as well as making more of a mess. Hot on the heels of that thought was another. Why should I have to resist peeing just because of some social contract, or try not to make a mess? As a big girl I could do whatever I want, pee whenever I want, even wet my panties right then and there if I wanted to. Which, to prove my freedom to myself, I did.

I have nothing but respect for my subconscious when I listened to this one. No matter what I expect, or how I plan to fight the suggestion, it seems to find some unexpected chain of thought, some different way to trick me. Looking back, its amusing to see the contest of cunning between me and myself.

Edited in, seems a waste to post twice in one night. After posting last time I got cleaned up, put the random playlist on again. I was going to post the files it actually played, so if anyone\\\'s interested to go back and count you can guess which ones will effect me first. (Should I give a prize?). But before posting my journal I checked the forums (my bookmark for WMM is the newposts search), and a post I saw there surprised me enough that I got distracted and closed the playlist script

This time maybe you can guess about my files.

Another edit, just over an hour later. I queued up a set of files totalling 100 minutes, and told the computer to add 2 random bodies. Started with the pacifier induction. Not sure if that was a good choice or not; I ended up sucking on the pacifier for a little more than an hour (4:48 to 5:51), and felt myself sinking deeper and deeper with every suck, the need to obey what I was hearing getting stronger the harder I suck.

But then after an hour, it slipped out of my mouth, and I woke up immediately. Before then, I\'d listened to:

• Pacifier Induction
• Email Slave
• X Girl Time (body)
• Pacifier Induction 2
• Awakener
(had no effect that I noticed)
• Confuse Induction
• Story Time (body)
• Just DO Something
(interrupted part way)

So now I\'m off to try out the second half of that playlist. I\'ll let you know how I get on.

My next set of files ended up being:
• Pacifier Induction
• Deepener
• Daddy's Girl (body)
• Panty Wetting Princess (body)

I think I started to wake up during this file, in some discomfort. But I hoped I could still get some effect, it wasn't serious enough to make me want to move just yet

• Reinforcer (body)
• Accellerator
• awakening 2
• Train Susceptable (body)

By this point I was already quite uncomfortable, so I abandoned the plan of listening to all of them. Turns out I was bleeding quite a lot, so I rushed off to change my bandage.

I think maybe it would have been a little more effective if the files had been more disordered. What do you think?