since i've been here my life really has turned around. i'm finding myself totally alienated from my surroundings, only focused on going south. i need to go south. why? well, that's for me to know. i'm turning into a jock, already, and it's cool to look in the mirror and think of myself as a different name .. or, a real name. something i've never felt before. this is good. i like this. it's just going to take me awhile to find some wheels (my old car broke down) and get to where i need to be ....