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Cock Slut Queen

by Bloodog

I am a mid-thirties married man in the Uk.

I have been a member of this site for quite a while now. I have tried a great deal of files over the last year or two but have found it very difficult to go into trance and have had no success.

However, I recently listened to Jessica James\' CockSlutQueen file on a whim. I have had some bi experiences a few years back and whilst I had put it behind me and written it off as in my past I still have some fantasies along those lines.

Since listening to the file the change in me has been HUGE. I think the best way to explain is to paste in the correspondance I have had with Jessica over the last few days.>

Wednesday, Sep 23rd, 8.33am

Hi. 

I just wanted to say thanks for your fantastic CockSlutQueen file.

 

I am pretty much a straight male but dabbled with my bisexual tendancies a few years back before deciding it was not for me. I was browsing the forums recently and saw you mentioned your file in one of the threads. Something about the description got me curious and I decided to have a listen. 

Wow! What a sexy file and what an amazing effect it has had on me. Even though I have been happily married for a couple of years now all I can think about is getting my mouth full of cock and drinking cum. Maybe it was a desire waiting to be awakened but after only one listen I definitely feel changed. I really didn\\\\\\\'t expect any effect and listened just out of curiousity because you had such good comments. I thought at worst the effects would be controllable due to the trigger but I seem to have the words Cock Slut Queen constantly rattling around in my head and am constantly checking out the front of guys\\\\\\\' trousers.

 

I am scared to listen again in case I decide to act on my desires, although the urge is already very strong. The fact that the guy I experimented with a few years back is only a phonecall away makes these thoughts harder to ignore. I can\\\\\\\'t help but wonder will these thoughts fade if I don\\\\\\\'t listen to the file again?

 

Either way I just thought I should say well done on a very sexy and effective file.

 

Bloodog

Friday, Sep 25, 1.03p.m

Hi Dear, Glad you enjoyed CSQ, I suppose if you stop listening it will eventually fade, that the urge to have a nice hard cock slide between your lips and across your tongue will go away, as will the need for nice hot cum, the salty taste, the creamy feel of it and then there is the desire to have that nice hard cock plunge deep into your nice tight arse.

 

So yes I suppose you could escape from it if you really want to.

 

Oh by the way, most people descibe me as Evil, Wicked, Mean and Nasty and thats just my sense of humour.

 

Seriously though if you stop listening if should fade. But if you want to try something different have a listen to my Great Big Boobies file, It will let you have a little fun with no overwhelming desires that may interfere with your marrige.

 

Have Fun, JJ

Sunday, Sep 25th, 1.05a.m

Hi Jessica.

 

Thanks for the reply. 

You have no idea the effect your message had on me (or perhaps you do). All it did was make me listen to CSQ again straight away.  You have such a sexy commanding voice I am finding the file extremely addictive. After just a few listens my previously satisfied curiosity about cocks has been re-awakened with a vengeance and I feel powerless to resist.

 

I hope you don't mind me confessing this to you by pm it's just I don't really feel comfortable posting in a journal or forum yet but feel I have to tell someone about the changes occuring in me.

 

After my last listen to CSQ I took the step of emailing the guy I used to experiment with. I am so nervous to see if he will get back in touch.

 

Again I hope you don't mind me keeping you posted on my progress.

 

Thanks again,

 

Bloo.

Monday, Sep 28th, 7.21a.m

Hi Bloo,

 

I don't mind at all if you keep me updated on your progress, I like to hear how all my girls are getting on. And do listen to my Great Big Boobies file, I'm sure you will love it, especially when you can feel your new massive tits swinging from your chest as your lover fucks your arse.

 

Have Fun, JJ

Tuesday, Sep 29th, 7.59am

Hi Jessica,

 

Thanks for the mail.

 

I will start listening to the Great Big Boobies file tomorrow. How could I refuse you anything, your CSQ file owns me. My every waking thought now is about cocks and hot tasty cum.

 

Although I have never had any desires about feminisation I know better than to dismiss your influence and I must admit to being amazingly turned on when you referred to me in your mail as one of your girls. Your control over me now is so addictive I would find it hard to refuse you anything. I can't believe how hard I have fallen. What happened to my old male pride?

 

The big news in my world is that my guy got back to me and wants to meet. We have arranged lunch on Friday. I am not sure how things will go but I told him how much I have been thinking about his cock so I guess he knows he is in for a good time.

 

Will keep you posted.

 

Bloo

Wednesday, Sep 30th, 6.57a.m

Hi Bloo,

 

Have you told him why you have had a sudden resurgence in your interest in cocks? Maybe you could persuade him to listen to CSQ too. Can you imagine what two cock addicted girls could get up to together?

 

And have you considered the possibility of getting your wife to listen to it and pleasuring you? Maybe she could even buy and wear a strap-on dildo to let you suck her off then fuck you.

 

Have fun, JJ

Wednesday, Sep 30th, 8.10a.m

Hi Jessica,

 

No I havn't told him why I am suddenly cock obsessed. To be honest I am a bit embarassed to tell anyone. I feel a bit weak willed for being so easily influenced. I'm not sure if others would understand. 

As for him listening to the file I don't think he would be into the idea. The reason why I stopped seeing him was because it very quickly became one sided. He would want me to suck his cock without reciprocating and I felt a bit used. It was only ever a bit of experimentation so when it began to feel weird I backed away. He persuaded me to swallow his cum once but I didn't really feel right doing it and he made it clear he wanted me to do it every time so I went off the whole thing. It seems ironic now that all I can think about is getting his cock in my mouth and swallowing his load. I am also hoping he will fuck me which is something I never wanted before. It's strange, but I am hoping he is just as selfish as before. I don't really have any desire to get sucked or cum myself. My thoughts all revolve around making his cock cum.

 

Just thinking about it now makes it so hard to wait til Friday.  Last night I had sex with my wife and about 10 minutes later I was laying awake thinking about cocks again. I am now listening to CSQ every chance I get.  It would be great if my wife was into the same things but unfortunately she is quite straight laced and has never shown an interest in anything more unusual sexually.

 

I listened to Great Big Boobies as well today. I enjoyed it but didn't feel that it had any profound effect on me. I will keep listening and let you know if anything changes.

 

Bloo

Wednesday, Sep 30th, 7.17p.m

 Hi Bloo,

 

Actually it's harder to hypnotise a really weak willed person than a stronger willed one, weak willed ones usually have a harder time concentrating on what they are being told so don't be embarrassed about it.

 

As for your potential boyfriend, isn't the idea of him sucking your cock at the same time and with the same lust as you make you just a little hornier?

 

Have Fun JJ

Thursday, Oct 1st, 1.23am

Hi Jessica,

 

Well it's good to know it's my strong will that is turning me into a cockslut!

 

Yes, it does make me horny to think of my guy sucking my cock with the same passion I have for his cock. Perhaps I should let him know about CSQ and see what he thinks.

 

By the way, I went 25 minutes out of my way on the way home this afternoon to visit a notorious gay cruising area (a public toilet). I don't know what I was thinking, I have never cruised for cock before and never thought I would. Part of me is disgusted at myself but part of me is just so disappointed there was no-one else there. There is literally not 10 minutes in the day when I am not thinking of cock and cum. What have you done to me Jessica?

 

Bloo

Thursday, Oct 1st, 7.42p.m

 

Hi Bloo

 

What have I done? You started listening to that file all by yourself dear and you were warned it was addictive.

 

And can you honestly tell me you are not enjoying everything that is happening?

 

Have Fun JJ

Thursday, Oct 1st, 11.21p.m

Hi Jessica,

 

Please don't get me wrong. I LOVE my new obsession with cocks. I am horny all the time and can't wait to get a real cock in my mouth as soon as possible.

 

Yes it was my choice to listen to the file and no-one else's so I can't really bitch about the results. Although I have to say that I have tried literally dozens of other files with absolutely no effect so I genuinely didn't expect to be changed in this way. When I saw the link in the Forced Gay forum thread I just downloaded it out of curiosity and for a bit of titillation. I am genuinely stunned at it's profound effect. I think feeling like an unwitting victim is part of the turn on for me so please forgive me if I sound a bit ungrateful. I think to some degree my mind is happier to accept my role as cockslut if it feels it had no choice.

 

I should also thank you for something else. My constant horniness has led me to have a much more active sex life with my wife this week (even if I am wishing it was me getting pounded by a hard cock instead of her).

 

I am meeting my guy tomorrow at 1.30 gmt. Really nervous but absolutely can't wait. I wonder if he will notice the change in me.

 

Wish me luck,

 

Bloo

Saturday, Oct 3rd, 12.58a.m

 

Hi Jessica,

 

So I met my guy today and I have to say we both had a great time. 

I absolutely loved sucking his cock and when he came in my mouth I didn't hesitate to swallow it all down. He seemed very pleased with my change of attitude. I decided not to tell him about the hypnosis today but will tell him another time. I will probably see him again next week.

 

Just as a bit of feedback about the results of the file:

 

- YES my gag reflex seemed almost non-existent and I had no trouble relaxing my throat to accomodate his length. 

- YES his cum tasted wonderful. No different from before but I enjoyed the flavour this time.

 

- NO I didn't experience any orgasmic rush (male or female) when his cum filled my mouth

 

- YES I found myself eager to keep his cock hard after he had finished even though we both new he had to get back to work straight away.

 

- YES my thoughts did go straight to being fucked even though I knew it was not possible today.

 

All in all I think the file has been a great success. I joined 2 gay contact websites yesterday and am hoping to get access to more cocks asap.

 

Thanks for the profound effect this file has had on me. I don't want the effects to fade and am very happy being a cockslut. I especially enjoy being able to communicate with you as the creator of the file that has changed me. It is probably the closest I will ever come to being bound to a mistress so I thank you for those feelings of submission. I believe it contributes a great deal to the effectiveness of the file to have the hypnotist observing the changes she has made. I hope the results satisfy you.

 

I would still like to keep you informed of my progress but thought it would only be fair to offer to do this by way of a public journal on this site. I have kind of got over my shyness about the effects of the file on me and I think if you desire it I would be happy to inform others of the power of the file. I think a good product deserves good reviews.

 

Please let me know your thoughts on any of these points.

 

Thanks again,

 

Bloo

Saturday, Oct 3rd, 9.28am

 

Congratulations dear,

 

I'm glad you enjoyed your self and had such a good time and are looking forward to more. And I would love to hear more as you progress. Why don't you start a Cock Slut Queen thread in the Success Stories forum and tell all of your experience from start to present there. That way I can easily keep track of your progress and it will give some encouragement to others who may have the same doubts and troubles that you did when you started.

 

Have Fun JJ

Thanks for reading. Again, any questions or comments are very welcome.

Bloodog


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- onewhoknew

Wow! Your experience sounds incredible, thank you for sharing.

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