well i did what i said i was goona do , put the binural file before the restraint indunction , listened and pased out like useual , but again still for a long time now without any notisable feeling like i was getting before (i can\\\\\\\'t even get it for my chi breathing anymore......) , and again something a little odd happened this time , when the restiant indunction started to play i remember that i was just barely conscious and could hear what the guy was saying , i wasn`t about to try and think of the thigs he was telling me to think , i wanted to pass back out but all i can remmber thinking bout was `man i hope i can pass back out again before he starts talking about the rest of the stuff or else this listen will be anotherbust` constantly , at different pasts in a file i reemmber listening to bits hear and there , maybe , but as i was thihing about that , suddenly the file was over and he was counting back up , and i could be mistaken but i POSABLY felt so posativaty or something when he counted back up (if i did my guess would be because right before that he says `you really want it to work and youll be pluesantly suprised that it does work` or somethig like that , but still no i dont want that instant `trance` trigger so he can go f@#$ himself) , idk for some reason i know i was partialy awake from when he started but i can really only remmber him saying like 5 snaping his fingers and saying wake up , also when i started moving again i notised most of my body had that emptyness feeling again as desribed before , but ya so thats something a little odd , i still have no idea if this is all there is to this `trancing` biusness and i can go ahead and `hypnotise` myself with things , or if thers a shit ton more to this i still have no clue about?..........

nm abut lsiten #6 , i stayed up to late and i wanna jsut go to bed right now -.- , besides theres bowle problems and i was just told to take a break anyways so w/e...........

and ya , it seams that ill be taking a short break from listening to files untill further notis , partialy to prevent the posabilaty of `burning out`..........