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Back again and again trying something new. Convinced now.

by Vatra

Okay, I'm convinced. After the um...impulses I was working on acquiring, I began subconsciously suckling on random objects, whatever I had in my hands, and sometimes my hands. Not at all intrusive, but pretty annoying. So, I've stopped listening to those as much. I had also been using the dog masterbation loop file. that's not the exact name, but it's something like that. It never worked for me as advertized, but I live with other people, so I could never really bark while listening like you're supposed to. However, I had the strange urge after weeks of occasional listening, to bark back at my neighbor's noisy dogs. So, that's something. I'd like to try following up on that with my next experiment. I remember one of the first files I used was LR-Housecat, and it actually had a degree of success the first time I used it. I still read instantly, but I had to consciously force myself to stand and speak. I'm a furry, so I should have some degree of success with tf. But I want to focus on mental, not physical transformation. I already have some minor hallucination in the form of night terrors, so I thought it'd be easy, but I still have some difficulty. It might be the broadness of the files, not describing the detail of the new body. They often just say things like it's what ever you want. I feel like it could be done better if they did that part in the form of a question, almost like a kid's show. Like "what color is your fur?" I might actually create one like that to submit here, I think I have about as much training as anyone else on this site. Anyway, I digress, I think I'll be playing a bit with mental animal tf. not sure what kind. I might start involving you people in this experiment too, see if a different style is more effective.


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- darkenedav

well however it goes, please keep the journal going :D

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