hello I'm writing because i have been surprised. i normally don't get effected by email slave i have listened to the file a few time for a while some time back. i have received some email and nothing really happened. normally i would read them and if they where good i would rub one out to the ideas or scenarios the email created, but recently i received an e mail and couldn't believe that i couldn't stop myself from fallowing what it said to do. ii was soooo turned on and also really nervous. i was OK with going along until my body started to change then i panicked. i haven't received another one yet thank goodness but im still curious how it would effect me ?