My name is bertrand, i discover hypnosis 6 y ago in a website called hypnoticwishes. I ve been hypnotized threw different way mp3, on chat, even on phone. I become feminized and grew up my feminine side step by step. On the begginning, i was just thinking it s a game. but it s become more and more addictive. I stopped one months and a half ago because i wanna take a break. but the urge to feel pleasure to feel mindfucked was so strong.... I come back on warpmy mind and listen to the mp3 of Mistress Squirrel. Today, i was so lucky... because i have the chance to speak with Mistress Squirrel. I was already horny as this morning i decidec to put a panties... why ? i don t know i just feel the need. Then i spoke with Mistress Squirell she make me feel so good make my mind so fuzzy... i was not able to get hard for my wife in ne month but she is able to make me moaning in 10 min... I start playing with my sissy clitty... feeling more and more pleasure.. accepting who i was. I had an aneros and i use it i sit on it and move back gently while i was speaking with Mistress Squirrel. Today, i cum several times and i m still horny and the most crazy was when i take out the first time the aneros i see that i was cumming a white liquid from my ass or male cunt. I really feel crazy good now... i want go far... i want be trapped forever.. i want show to everybody how sexy i will become... i m still moving on the aneros while i write the journal and i don t think i will be able to make something else today. I don t know how far it will go but i just want don t feel my male side anymore vanessa crystal