Well....it is finally hitting me....The anger...the loss of paitence.....It has been 24 hours since my last smoke....and I am losing it....~pops a nic gum right now~...I am fighting with the wife...dammit...I get anxiety attacks and smoking calms me...however...we have kids and every little thing they do drives me nuts...I am locked away hiding from them...locked in ma room....pretty bad huh? other wise...my day was pretty good...I worked the day mostly by myself....16 yards to do..~btw....I mow lawns for people~ and I did the all in 7 and a half hours....not bad... got the weekend off...and time to relax..yet play hard....ta taa for now....Mmmmmmuah!!!