Continued from previous chapter. So I started thinking if my mind was altered and under hypnosis what would happen what would the effects be? So like all interesting people I tried it on myself. Btw I do not recommend anyone to try this,its my journal my experience. Anyway I looked up feminization on youtube and a vid jad this werid voice of being a girl a set of quick affirmations repeating of mind,sexuality,gender with different pics in the vid of the same vein. So I downloaded the vid as a mp3 using a website which I wont name, got in a high altered state and tried it. Put it in loop mode and listened into I was in a trance state listened untill bout 30 min non stop. I felt like a real woman afterwords so girly in mind body and spirit, I also felt like I was in a trance state for a good little bit. But regardless I WAS NOT ME! yes I was a girl but from my core was a entirely new being but a woman. I still remember how it felt. Totally different, but eventually I started to come back and now iam me once more. The next time I will be in a altered state and will listen for the rest of the night untill I awake to see what will happen to me, the only thing I can remember besides being a girl was my name was rain. Like I was rain I wasnt me but a new person entirely. We will see how far I can push this, untill next time!