So far.. I've tried only two files on this site. Curse_trig catgirl by EMG and .. get ready for it Cursed Keyboard. Seems like their both quite powerful.. I find myself coming back to whichever one I listened to the most frequently. Curse_trig catgirl was extremely powerful and.. it effected my entire mind. Not just me. I still feel like a cat girl sometimes. it seems to have also further feminized me. It's quite strong. I'm still tempted to listen to it every day but I try not to it doesn't seem to help me how i wanted it to. Then there's the other one. THe cursed keyboard hypnosis. Does what it says it does.. it is a curse. I can't stop listening to it. At first the effects weren't that strong.. and the first time I tried using a timer based condition to undo what it was I changed about myself. It kind of worked. A while later I got impatient with my results and set up a transformation description, and it kind of seemed permanent. It wore off though. Then I got creative and tried setting a different condition that would effect how the hypnosis effect itself worked (recursively) When I used it it kinda froze my mind up It went something like this "when I write all previous effects will be undone, then they shall be" Or uhm something like this I tried also stating that I can speak the words if I can't get close to anything to type... and yeah that kind of worked. I seem to have forgotten some of the things I typed but they still seem to be effecting me. I'm not completely sure if the effects can actually be undone at all now at this point... but I had some conflicting conditons like.. I stated I would be able to change between the new form (appearence) and my original appearence at will. That does not seem to work too well.. at the same time I appear normal to myself and I can't seem to hallucinate that I look different or have a different body.. So I keep listening to the curse keyboard one hoping it will reinforce that change. Doesn't seem to do much to me though I'm just addicted to it.. but I think each time I listen to it, I go a little deeper. Another oddity about hypnosis i've learned so far. The effects don't seem stable and they seem to trigger at random and wear off just as fast.. this i find annoying. I don't know what's triggering them. Maybe my subconcious is just wierd or maybe I"m not going into trance properly. So I lost count as to how many times I listened to the cursed keyboard hypnosis file. But.. each time the effects are different. Which is odd. Uhm.. Meow. I haven't really tried to do much other than transformation. with the cursed keyboard file. I made myself more confident with it which seemed to actually effect me alot.. I'm not sure if I should keep it up. Till next time.