I'm self-hormoning. "natural" My breasts are itchy, puffy, and a bit sore. Part of me really wants this. Part of me says it's my life, I've always wanted this, go for it. Part of me says, but what about all the people who will be surprised, shocked if (when) they discover what I am doing. Part of me says that I must do this. Part of me says that I can't do this. My nipples are definitely larger and sore. My areolas are probably larger, too. Sometimes, it feels SO good to play with my nips. Sometimes, I can only focus on having a man kiss me, play with my nips, and think about him using my holes for sex. Sometimes, I just want to go the store as a woman. I bought a tight-fitting, stretchy tank top today. It protects my nips from rough shirts, even cotton ones bothered me.