The egg pulses and glows. my mind yesterday felt like it was being scanned, files looked over new files added, like a computer.rnthere isn't a distint voice yet, but there is one that is not mine (I know what my inner voice sounds like). there is a name, nina, and some guiding action that doesn't come from me. bit fuzzy on how long I have been listening to this. there is a sense I should ramp up my listening to 3 times a day instead of two. rnsomething else seems to be forming as well. i don't know if this is a defense mechanism, side effect or a accidental psychic construct.rnrnobservationsrnWhile this started fast, it seems there is a plateau of sorts. discussion with others who have used this file have shown the same. it is like there is first a incline, then flat for a while, then another incline.rnas to the formation of something else, I have a suspicion it may have come to be when I had that feeling of someone reading my brain. Possibly a psychic construct I created by accident, analyzes seems to indicate that it has a set runtime before it turns off till needed. rnIf my theory is correct. Then I have future plans for it.rnrnI have understanding now of the difference between psychic constructs and alters. psychic constructs are programmed, alters are not. constructs carry out their instructions and either decay or wait new instructions if they are programmed for self sufficiency. Alters don't care about programs or instructions they do what they want.rn