Since making my previous post my listening to the files hasn’t been consistent. I have listened on average perhaps every 3 days. The files do feel as though they are becoming more effective the more that I listen to it. It is easier to get into the bimbo/ Bambi mindset and the triggers that are used in the file do have the effect of feeling very good when aimed directly at me during conversations.

Iv noticed that in the mornings I tend to wake up and find it easy to slip into the bambi mindset. I don’t listen every night but even if I haven’t listened the night before It still feels good to allow myself to go into that headspace when I awake. Its definitely that groggy feeling of just waking up that helps.

When in trance and in that mindset it feels as though I behave or think as Bambi would which is a pleasant experience. It feels as though I am a bit on autopilot but in saying that I don’t feel as though I don’t have control of myself. In otherwords it’s not as though I feel that bambi is able to dictate what and how I do things.  Haven’t heard any voices or lost time either as some people have reported.

One interesting aspect is that since listening to the files iv become a lot more interest in being feminized. Its always been a kink of mine to subject myself to feminisation but lately iv felt this desire grow. Its made me start to consider how it would be if I were to live my life as a female and is a thought that excites me. I would like to start incorporating more feminine things in my daily life. 

It’s a bit of a short update compared to the last ones. IF anyone does actually read these it would be nice to get a message as feedback or perhaps know your thoughts as sometimes just feels as though its bit silly just posting on here.