demigraff's Recent EntriesMomentary confusion... help me understandby demigraffInteresting session on IRC today. Not least because Andy turned up at the end to wake me up. It seems the more I experiment with hypnosis, the more he is there. Whether because it turns him on as much as me, or because he wants to protect me, I'm never too sure. He's here now, but letting me write the journal on my own.
But with this being an always-on suggestion rather than a trigger, I found myself acting appropriately straight away. I think this was quite confusing for Andy, as he seemed to be feeling the same things. I got off to a slow start, was late responding to commands until I got my head sorted out.
Now, in that IRC channel, I am a servant boy, bringing everyone drinks. As soon as I look at that window, its like bringing virtual drinks is really important, and I'm kind of scared of making a mistake. When Trillian beeps because someone has said something, its like a bell has rung and I have to drop everything and go straight there.
I'm not sure how long this one will last, I think I/we weren't too deep, but it seems to have sunk in at least in the immediate layers of my mind.
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