Dear Journal, Due to matters beyond my control I couldn't update yesterday like I should have. Well that night I slept pretty well, it almost feels like I'm falling asleep instead of going into a trance but I dont feel myself resisting anymore. The walk was a little annoying because I kept having a feeling that jeans and a tank top were not fitting for a walk but I didn't have anything else to wear at the time. I'll admit I was a bit 'frustrated' yesterday and Master wasn't helping. ~Patches~ Dear diary, Yesterday was fun, I got to watch Good will hunting and have cookies and milk. I even got to have control for a little while! Hey wait a second, if I was in control when we listened to the CD does that mean those commands and conditioners are in me now? Or do we both share the same brain and they have always been there? Well I dont really think me and Patches are different people we are the same, we know what the other is thinking and would do its just kind of one of us is thinking responsibly the other is thinking what would be fun. If nothing else we are very much alike. It was fun to get to wear what I wanted for once though.I thought the tanktop, panties and bra looked cute in the moonlight when I ran downstairs to get some more milk. ~Eve~