I've been listening to feminization files(Total feminization, suggestive, fembutt, male breasts, Ect.) now for a couple of weeks. I was listening to them here and there before but now I have them on CDs so I can listen to them in complete solitude. I've been real busy so the past week has been a little dry. Getting to finally listen to them again was refreshing. I have been noticing some very slight changes. Mentaly it's as if my female side has taken over. I am always thinking in the perspective of being female. My need to dress and act more fem has increesed by far. I hate my body hair sooooooooo much more over the past couple of weeks. I'm so excited to be more femininen. Infact the other morning I told my friends girlfriend to start calling me Laura. She thought I was joking but I thanked her when I got her to call me Laura 3 times=) To early to say really, but I may even be starting to gain a slight attraction to men. Physically my skin feels a slight bit softer and smoother. Also the fem butt file seems to be working to some degree. My butt is a lot more perky and it seems like it's slowly filling out and looking less and less "manly." I love my new shape though. I'm going to try using the UltraThinwaist file with it. Also my nipples are different. They look the same but they're getting more and more sensitive every day. A couple of days ago I was playing with my band and It was really hot so I took my shirt off. I couldn't shake the feeling that my chest and nipples were noticably bulging out more than usual and I wanted to wear a bra or something to cover my nipples. I felt naked. I've been in the closet since 2nd grade and I've always been really scared to come out but now I'm pretty sure it isn't long before a just kinda fall out of the closet. I'm pretty sure I've given myself away but my friends couldn't understand how deep this is for me. They'll know soon enough.