there is a feeling of slow and sielent progression that i experience in the oddest of moments...times when i have to hold back from the feeling of barking or howling when the feeling is right.. i have gained a few friends of supports who assist me in my transformation, most of them refer to me as either dog or bitch.. as a normal course of conversation i have become absolutly adicted to the times when i can shut out the world and settle into the comforting guidance of EMG there have been the times when i slip in my discipline and withdraw from the training of the instructive files... but i usualy become depressed and have to return to the daily induction.. now i listen at the very least 5 times a week and more than once in a day... the suport of others helps to deepen the transformation for me... making every thought more and more solid woff woff.. much more later