willingsub's Recent Entries- slacking up (85 kg) - 2006-10-05
- 83,5 kg - 2006-10-02
- Need to listen more (83,8 kg) - 2006-10-01
- 83,8 kg - 2006-10-01
- 83,2 kg - 2006-10-01
- Weight for today (83,7 kg) - 2006-10-01
- 84,5 kg - 2006-10-01
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- success and submission - 2006-09-30
- early assessment subliminal music - 2006-09-29
- Subliminal exercise music - 2006-09-28
- bus ride - 2006-09-27
- Falling deeper - 2006-09-26
- Playing with EMG's fire - 2006-09-26
- The program starts - 2006-09-22
- Files to obsess about - 2006-09-22
- Weightloss program - 2006-09-22
September 22 (85,2 kg)by willingsubToday I listened to my Curse Swimmers Body. The cut-and-paste file is far from perfect, but does seem to have more forceful results than the regular Perfect Bikini Body. I don't know if this effect would last if I would stop listening for a while, but right now, with the file fresh in my mind, I can't seem to stop obsessing about my body, my weight, and how to achieve that perfect body. A very positive effect is that instead of not being able to stop thinking about food and all the things I would have to deny myself to lose weight, I can't stop thinking about my Perfect Bikini Body, how much I want it, and what more I can do to get it. This morning I had some non-fat sugarless yoghurt for breakfast, I had a healthy and light lunch, and I can't wait to exercise. This morning my weight was 85,2 kg. I can't wait to see that drop.
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