This morning I had some extra time, so I listened to a 'cocktail' of files joined by deepeners. I listened to PerfectBikiniBody, Feminine Appetite, and Posession and Dark Cage from the DC-series. I just finished listening and I feel... weird, dazed. I think I want to go to the grocery store to pick up a salad for lunch, but I have this nagging feeling I should be doing something else too. Something to serve EMG. Maybe I should stop listening to DC-files because my responses seem more directed towards EMG than towards my husband (who occasionally masters me in sm-play). At the same time I feel compelled to go under with one of the DC-files again right away.

PS my weight is now 84,4 kg. Small progress, but progress nonetheless.