There are a lot of things frustrating me about this whole hypnosis thing right now. Part of it is that I'm quite tired, but not sleeping at all, which is why I'm writing this. If it doesn't make any sense, that's why also.

I keep hearing that smart people are more susceptible to trance and hypnosis and such, and I think this is a load of crock. Sure, people who worked to become smart, developing good study skills early because it was necessary, would probably be more susceptible; I can see that. But those of us who never had to struggle or study or anything like that because we learned it rather quickly, we're quite intelligent, yet don't know how to study well at all, and can't seem to get a grasp on this. Honestly, I don't think I've ever really gone into trance.

This is compounded by the events of today; many thanks to Axiom for the help in re-writing the script for the TrigBodySlave to better aid its trigger absorption, by the way. Anyway, so I record myself reading the script, edit the file so it doesn't sound like me, and make it a binaural (this meant doing a lot of research on the subject in a short time), only to not even get close to trance all evening.

Of course, there aren't any hypnotists anywhere near here that could help me at least see if I'm anywhere near where I should be.

So yeah, just really wanted to vent. I'm sure there was more, but it's early morning, I've not gotten any sleep yet, and my memory is constantly shot anyway.

I'm starting to think I'm the only person on Earth who cannot be hypnotized. Seriously.