I've been trying to use the files here for a month or so, to various degrees of success. So, I thought maybe if I start "blogging" about my diaper desires, maybe my sub-conscious will realize that I really DO want the changes. I want to be a bedwetter. I can't explain it any more than that. I have loved diapers since I was probably 9 or 10, but I never wet the bed, but my mom discovered my diapers once when I was on a campout. I made up a lame excuse about "finding them discarded on the curb so I brought them in and threw them away in my room." I don't know if she bought it. If I knew today that diapers would be such a big part of my life... maybe I would have said something. Maybe then I would have enjoyed them for a while then stopped. Maybe I would have pictures of myself as a teen in diapers. Maybe then I wouldn't want to become a bedwetter at age 30. So, here goes my trip into hypnosis and blogging about tryng to become a bedwetter. I hope you enjoy.