My last entry mentioned how I, after a mild break, my need to be in bondage came back stronger than ever. Possibly as part of this I felt like I needed to do more so I listened to CursePunishentPlug. This curse forces you to have sex regularly or suffer from a painful plug in your ass. The plug is there at all times but it is supposed to get more painful as time passes without sex.
I have tried this one a few years ago. After listening I had a mild feeling of a plug until I went to bed. It was always goe the next day. Then something strange happened. I was describing the feeling in the old Yahoo group and I suddenly felt the plug. All day. I also felt a need to listen to the file again to see what it did. As soon as I did this I realized that this was the worst thing I could do since it strengthened the curse. Possibly the need to listen to it was part of the curse.
I ended up feeling the plug for a month then it wore off and I haven't listened since. I listened to it for the first time in more than two years yesterday. I felt the plug off and on. I also felt a need to listen again which I did today. Right now I feel the plug most of the time. It doesn't hurt and it doesn't feel quite like a real plug but it is there after only two listens. Also, I really need to listen to the file again and I feel a little guilty that I haven't listened for a second time yet today.
I guess that this means that the curse is working.
I'm also still tying myself up.