Curseby tyd_upThe CursePunishmentPlug seems to be working. I feel it fairly often. Sometimes I wonder why my asshole feels like there is something in it then I remember the curse. When I don't feel the plug then I have an urge to listen to the file again as soon as possible to fix it. This time the curse may really be taking hold. I don't know if it is because I have played with it off and on over several years or if it is because I have been using other files regularly.
Which reminds me - until I typed this entry I had forgotten that I listened to both files today instead of just the curse. I just hogtied myself for a half hour.
It's always hard to tell how much of my behavior is because I always liked bondage and how much is because of the file. Especially since I've been using the file for so long. I know I didn't used to sleep in cuffs nightly and I didn't used to wear a chastity device all the time.
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