Growing up I was never very athletic or into sports, I was and still somewhat pudgy, not fat or obese, just pudgy. I missed out on those years when I was little. I never really spend much time with any of the men in my family. I missed out on a whole heck of a lot of stuff. You could say I was a nerd from grades 1 to 6. I got picked on, that is the status quo evidently. I did want to play sports - heck, I wanted to be an outright jock, smart, but jock. I did play sports a little, but my self-confidence and self-esteem were like the Stock Market Crash "The Great Depression". In grades 7-8, I was turned on by sports even further. However, my self-conscious fought me. Again, I wanted to too, but I just couldn't muster the courage and the confidence. I really wanted to be cool, popular - since I was a nobody. I wanted to be somebody. In grades 10 and 12, sports kinda faded from my interest and desire, as grades and school took a far more demanding role in life. Grades 9 and 11 is when the interest peaked. It was never this high in both these years. I got the urges to join a sport in 9th and 11th. I wanted to be just like those football, baseball and soccer guys - cool, popular, got girls to name a few. I WANTED that lifestyle and stereotype so bad! Yet, I fought my inner-battle, sports lost again. However, now that I'm out of High School, I feel with this site, I can be a jock with the hypnosis files. I plan on beginning my change on June 1, 3 days from now. I want to look and be cool, popular and play sports and hang out with bro's/friends at a gym or something in College! I'd give almost everything for a lifestyle like that. I'd still like to be somewhat intelligent. Don't want a 3.0 GPA(B average) to go under until AFTER college is done. I'm sure I can be both a jock and a smart person. I can name a few people like that... but I don't feel like it, since I have so much more to cover! Anyways, here is how my training/hypnosis schedule will work - Definite: TrainTotalJock (already downloaded) TrainTotalJock2 (already downloaded) CurseMuscleBound TotalWeightLossPackage (Sub) (already downloaded) Possible: CurseShaving CurseSwimmersBody (already downloaded) Interesting little self-improvement program, huh? It should work well nicely together. Hopefully, with time and effort - I can be the jock I've always wanted to be. Thanks for listenin' to me ramble on and on... I do that. :)