Not the transformation file. It was just me speaking directly to myself, referring me by name, reassuring my mind that the files I listen to are trustworthy (or else I wouldn't be listening to them), and a little bit to try to remove my doubts about hypnosis working.

First off, I re-recorded the induction for this file, using the full version of the FurryTransformation induction. Which, BTW, takes something like 22 minutes to read at my rate, which is why I've ommitted a couple paragraphs for the version I'm planning on using for my speci-form file. That's not to say that it's too long for me. To date, I can't think of any time where I've gone under before the end of the countdown. Or at least, not the FT version's. I am, however, able to go out before the end of this induction. Whether I'm in a trance or just simply fell asleep, I dunno. I've only been able to go out just before bed. I've rarely actually woken up during the wake-up portion of the files. Usually I wake up after my mind realizes there isn't any more talking.

Anyway, like I said, the file I created for myself is supposed to ease my mind about hypnosis, and remove all doubt that it'll work. And this morning, I found myself strangely optimistic about the files. The thought that "these files don't work" seemed very unappealing to me, and I have to wonder if my file succeeded in getting through to my mind. It's like I want to doubt, but I can't. Does this mean the file worked completely? Here's hoping.

Kinda makes me wonder why this one appears to be working. It's not the first time that I've created a random file myself, so it's not that I was hearing me. But it is the first time I've used a file where my voice came in clear, unlike that old microphone I was using. And this is the first time I wrote down what I wanted to say, instead of trying to come up with everything off the top of my head like usual. And I was talking to myself personally, using my name and acting like I was giving advice instead of drone commands. Maybe one of those is the reason there has been some effect. Oh, and I also listened to EMG's Suggestible file a few times, but far as I can tell, that file only helps with his files.

Well, I'll be listening to the regular files again, see if my mind accepts them better now that I've given myself a reassuring talk. If not, maybe I'll try recording them myself, since I know my mind at least trusts my own voice to an extent.