Hi I discovered this great site about 2 years ago. Prior to my experiences here I thought hypnosis was an absolute nonsense, that would not really work. For my luck one night I got home from clubbing and was very drunk. I can't remember why I stumbeled over this site but I tried the 20 min baby file. I thought it could not do much harm, even if it had worked. Well, as with most of you (as is my impression by reading your journals, forum entries etc.) it did not work as intended at first. But there was something, some kind of feeling I never had experienced before. I even had the urge to suck on my thumb for a fraction of a second. The urge subsided, bit it was enough to change my mind :) I hope this time I do not as so often in the last years loose my interest in this. But this time I am not alone, what was most of the times the reason for me loosing my patience. And I have some German files als well. As any native speaker will most certainly recognize, English is a foreign language for me. Although it is good enough for normal conversations and (thank god) more than good enough to understand the English MP3s, I will continue to post my journal in German. Sadly, until now there is neither much interest nor knowledge about hypnosis in Germany, at least not among the people I know. I am still not very well educated in hypnosis stuff, but I am willing to do some Pioneer work. Feel free to contact me on any questions, especially if you are a male and from Germany :) regards shadowscorpion