hi... im connor. this 1st post here,so i hope i dont mess up! man life sucks! im just living day to day hoping it will all end. i have thought about killing myself to make it all stop, but i chickened out. then i found this site... its a stress reliver alright! the files have helped me get back to my ok life. i need some help have super low self-esteam somebody kill me. i am begining to lose all hope. well thats it.