Well, something I didn't initially consider was the fact that we had family therapy coming up on Saturday, and my wife decided to bring up the fact that I'd waited so long to tell her about my hypnosis files and being in diapers all the time. She's a dominant personality and always seems to set the agenda at therapy, but that's another issue.

She of course set me up by telling the therapist that I'd told her something that upset her, and then of course the therapists asked me what that had been. OK, fine. I talked about how I wanted to be little, how I'd met MM and the other person at the end of January, how I'd been listening to hypnosis files to make me feel littler and to make me have to wear diapers all the time ... and actually our therapist turned this toward my wife, asking whether it was really impossible for her and me to do any ageplay.

Well that's a very old issue, so the conversation went to what she feels when any ageplay stuff happens. Basically if she tries anything dominant in combination with me being little, it brings up some horrible childhood stuff for her. Not fun. But the therapist tried something new and asked me if there was anything sexual in being a baby girl for me.

Actually, although it used to be more the case than it is now, not very much. I get a lot of excitement out of being a little baby and being helpless and not knowing how to do things babies can't do and having to do things only babies have to do ... but doing things that adults call sexual while I'm in baby mode? It doesn't even occur to me.

Our therapist actually got my wife to consider doing more things with Jennie ... baking cookies is something nice we've done in the past, and I was sure to say that I really like that. She actually came up with the idea of reading children's books to Jennie. She does book reviews and has a couple children's books to review, so maybe she could "test" them by reading them to me while I'm being Jennie. I think that would be very sweet. I might come up with a list of things that Jennie would like to do.

My wife and our therapist both thought that the idea that MM and I came up with was a good one -- the idea that if I'm a "good girl" (by doing chores without reminders, and coming home for dinner and to bed on time) it will help her feel more secure that she's living with an adult who can be responsible when she needs me to be. And then maybe I can be a little girl when I need to be.

Actually it turned out to be one of the few recent therapy sessions that's ended on a high note. Nice!