Haven't written for quite some time. Life and all.

A couple of years ago, about the time I quit visiting here, I started submitting to a Master for the first time in a long time. He has a full stable of slaves; I'm just a sometime whore for Him to use when He's in town. He doesn't live in my city, but visits often, usually with 3-5 slaves in tow. He calls and orders me to meet Him at the hotel he stays at (www.blacktulip.nl). He requires me to strip outside the door, put on a hood, knock, then get down on my knees. He eventually opens the door and drags me in. Humiliating, but hot. Our sessions were almost always one-on-one. and usually last from several hours to a day and a half.

For reasons I won't go into, I haven't met with him for quite awhile.

I'll be meeting him again, though, in the next couple of weeks. This time will be different. He's bringing ALL his slaves with Him, and after I arrive he will put me into tight bondage. His slaves will be allowed to slap, spit or whip me, but will have no other physical contact. I'll spend the night naked except for a hood, a buttplug and a CB300.

Later, there will then be a small orgy, but I will not be allowed to participate - I'll just be "furniture", or decoration for those attending. The marks left on me from the earlier abuse will obviously be my decorative offering for the event. The other slaves will serve those that attend in a more . . . personal manner.

I'm a bit nervous about being used in this way, but also looking forward to it. I've been working out a lot, and feel very comfortable with the shape I'm in.
The files here are helping to prepare me mentally. I'm looking forward to being used, hoping that I'll be able to please my Master as much as my slaves have pleased me in the past.