I have started going back into hypnosis lately and I do not want to turn back now. I will try to dedicate myself to my hypnosis training to the best of my ability when time permits and no distractions present themselves. I do not care anymore. Everytime I unlock my feminine thoughts and desires (no matter how mild to even how slutty) I have always been happier during these moments. I have had several people help me over the months. Right now someone has made it a priority it seems to take me step by step in feminizing me to possibly I can never return. Despite the fears of my male side, I will continue forward and continue strengthing the female side until she completely dominates this world (no matter how she turns out since I feel more happiness when getting just a taste of her).