ok so i have more news..I kinda was in between jobs so. I really needed one. I saw recently that a local ballet store was hiring..so i applied..And not an hour after i got home I get a call...I got the job ...they interviewed me when i handed in my app...so i now work at a ballet store...and the best part is the owner is a gay dude.....and only hires gays....I hope i can make new friends...oh and i have taken to wearing girls jeans more they are more fitting then what i had....I also started to listen to the subiminal and binaural versions of CurseForcedGay file it is so relaxing to me I love it...I love being gay and I love my new life style peace tyler.