Yes, i am desiring more long distance hypnobondage at this time. i just am so intrigued ! i want to experience this. i yearn to feel my will enchained and another's will possess me. Perhaps that is because in "real life" in New York City i have to be so definite and strong and "on" all the time.

i have realized one limitation. i'm sure i'll come to understand others. But for today, i realize that i definitely do not want to be hypnotised and NOT remember all that happened. For a variety of reasons, it is important i know exactly what happened. For the game: part of the plesure is knowing just how bound & gagged my will was. That's the point of why i'm doing this !! And in reality: i need to know what happened. i can't have a "blackout" as i need to be sure i didn't do anything that would adversely affect my real life. That is a fundamental ground rule.

So: i need to remember what happened

And: i need to consciously know what is happening at the time it is happening.

The second is more due to the "game." i assume that the emotions, that the bending of my will to the hypnotic program, is what i will so enjoy. i can't imagine enjoying the events as "hearsay." These are gigantically new experiences for me, and i want to live every second of them. i want to feel their power over me.

2b4Ua cyberslutsub & hypnocuntslave