I decided to begin my journal here as seems to be the appropriate place to do this. I discovered a few weeks ago that Calimore lived in my city, so I contacted him. We then met at a restaraunt over some cold drinks to see how we would do since he offered to help me with my trancing which I felt I have not been too successful with. It was decided that we would get together again for working on my trancing to see how well I would respond. It turned out, after doing some conditioning with three of his files, that I responded satisfactory with a trance state. Tomorrow we are going to get back to gether to explore this further. One developement for me over the past couple of weeks is that my "fetish" has changed after listening to his Subspace15. I am now looking to find a Master/Mistress to whome I can be a slave. As I am retired, work is not an issue. Add to that, I want to experience what it is like being a Bimbo/Slut. Depending on how I find the experience, I may have it become a permanent but controllable feature of my personality. We will see. After tomorrow's get together, I will update my journal with the progress. In many ways I am getting excited with what may occur and am looking forward to this. I have also requested that he install an addiction to hypnosis.