What's it all about then? Does anybody know for sure? I'm doing my best to find out and have arrived at some rather unconventional conclusions. For one, I believe that we all have latent (secret) powers but that they have been hidden from us by authoritative figures, including religious and other so-called leaders. We have the power to heal, but we run to doctors and specialists when we become ill. I have been able to throw off asthma and, despite a doctor's prediction that a back injury sustained in 1980 would have me in a wheelchair within ten years, I am still on my feet.

So what am I doing here, then? Well, I have a grasshopper mind, which cannot concentrate on anything for more than a few seconds at a time and I need some way to force it to delve within itself in order to find and unlock these hidden powers. Self-hypnosis seems to be the only solution, but not knowing how to go about it, I have to start somewhere. I do not want to become submissive, or change my gender, but I do want to discover my true self.