I seem to be embarrassing myself at work again, and this time I don't think its because of anything people here did. I got used to writing

to make a paragraph gap in the journal, somebody told me that's a little bit of HTML. So when I was fetching the coffee up to Lewis and Jess, our IT guys, I tried to make a joke about how I'm finally learning how to do the web design stuff. I can't remember exactly what I said, I thought it was prtty witty, but apparently I just sounded dumb. Jess got a little smirk, then Lewis just giggled like a muppet.

I was so embarrassed, I just put their coffee down (its just being nice to the guys upstairs, I've got a real job not just carrying stuff around) and blushing like a betroot tried to keep some of my dignity as I strode out. Unfortunately, I didn't quite grip the tray hard enough, and it hit the ground with a kind of tinny clang. I blushed even more, can't believe I cant even get making coffee right, bent to pick it up and hurried out.

I think that's probably more embarrassing than anything you guys have done to me. But my heart's pounding, its kind of exciting, I can see how people get off o this feeling.