Sorry guys, I've not been checking my email as often as I should, I let the suggestions pile up a bit. Went to check after I got back from Jess's and I've got 5 I haven't read. I had a quick look at one, but it didn't seem to do anything, so I guess I didn't have time. I was pretty tired, so went straight to bed.

On the way to bed, I imagined another little pink card on the floor. Its been a while since I found one, so I guess its just wishful thinking. But I couldn't stop thinking about what else he could do with one of those. My fantasies even invaded my dreams, and I can't get to sleep, so I decided to come online and see who's around.

I keep wondering what'll be on the back of the next card I find. It'll probably just be 'good girl' again, that feels kind of nice. I'd like to see something different, though. Maybe it could say 'little girl' or something like that, and whenever I read one I'd feel myself getting younger and more innocent. Hopefully not too innocent, though, just enough so I can get the lovely tingle of knowing I've been naughty without doing anything so bad. Or maybe he'll decide to go further, make me wet again and not even notice. He made me not notice until after last time, and its kind of scary to think he could do that, it has potential to be so embarrassing, but I know he could do it and I'd be safe really because I can't do anything to screw up my life, but it would so feel like I could, and that would be scary and humiliating and exciting all at the same time.

The next time you will have some time to spare, this is what you MUST DO: You will imagine finding another one of my cards. It will not happen for real. You will just picture it in your mind for a second. As you go about your day, you will wonder what could be written on that card. After a few hours you will feel the need to write me and tell me about how you imagined that card and what you think might be written on it. You will be truthful about it and you will write me: 1. what you expect I have written onto the back of it, 2. what your subconscious mind wishes I had written onto the back of it, 3. what you fear might be written on it because it would feel bad.... in a good way. 4. what you did not enjoy about the previous cards. You will forget having received this email and after mailing me about what you think, you will also forget sending that mail. You want to be surprised by what I might do to you next time. You MUST DO what you are told to do and you know that it will be enjoyable to obey these instructions. Also, from now on whenever you write me an email, the first thing you write is what kind of underwear you are wearing. It will feel very important to you to mention that whenever you write me. You will not need to think about it or question it. It will feel natural. However, after you have sent the mail you will notice and it will make you feel a little naughty. But you will be unable to keep from doing it every time you write me. As you have read and understood my instructions in this file you will write me an email saying "thank you for teaching me." You MUST DO all of this.