I was just checking my email this morning when a name I didn't recognise came on to chat. He said he could find ways to trick my mind, use the commands I gave myself, and Angel shouldn't have given me own suggestion such free rain. But I said he can only make me feel things, that can't hurt, and if anybody tells me to feel obedient or in trance, it doesn't work and I immediately remember how the file works, so I'm safe.

Then as soon as the conversation was over, I realised I'd lost track of time. I quickly changed my pants, mopped the kitchen floor, and headed off to work. When I got there, I realised its sunday and I don't have to work. So I went to KFC while I think what to do, and then I figured while I as in town I might do some window shopping, see if there's anything I like. I went in a couple of sex shops, and pharmasys, but they didn't have what I want, so I came home and bought the things on line instead. I found a website www.cuddlz.com where I could buy grownup size nappies, and anoter sight www.thetoy.co.uk I saw a really cool looking vibrator, but can't quite remember whats special about it, I'll have to have a look when it arrives.

7:05 AM Nightmayor: Hi

me: Hi ^_^

Do I know you?

7:06 AM Nightmayor: I sent you an email

Maybe you dont remember

7:07 AM Nightmayor: You're refreshingly easy to control

me: Thanks

not to easy, tho

7:08 AM me: I only obey people I can trust, and I got a guardian angel to kep me safe

Nightmayor: He didn't check the hypnofile you gave yourself, I think

7:09 AM Nightmayor: That one leaves you wide open

You're excited by knowing anyone could make you feel things

me: Yes

7:10 AM Nightmayor: Your excitement makes you feel submissive

You feel so submissive and obedient you'll do whatever I say

And you're comfortable and calm knowing you can trust me

7:11 AM You feel so relaxed, you don't want to do anything but read my words

me: That doesn't work though, Dave

Nightmayor: you feel more and more relaxed the more of my words you read

Ah, good

7:12 AM Nightmayor: I wanted to be sure no actual badguys could do that

I'm happy that you're safe, your Angel is smart

You're proud of having such a smart Master

7:13 AM me: Yes

7:15 AM me: Witch email did you send me?

7:16 AM me: I don't recognise your name

Nightmayor: Oh yes. I'm Night Mayor.

I didn't realise I was signed in with my real name.

When you put this conversation in your journal, you'll change my name first.

7:17 AM me: I'll try

Nightmayor: I'll just have to make you

You already know I got some degree of control

me: only feelings

7:18 AM Nightmayor: I'll bet you I can do more than that

You got good safeties, and you're proud of them

me: Yes

Nightmayor: But I want to show you they're not as good as they could be

I know you're curious

And you want me to do it, because better me than a real bad guy

7:19 AM me: You cant make me feel that

Nightmayor: Sorry, that wasn't a command

Just a guess

me: curious maybe

Nightmayor: So how about a little test

I'll make you do something you wouldn't do normally,

then you'll realise how helpless you are to resist

7:20 AM Nightmayor: and you'll get these safety suggestions improved

me: Okies

But you cant make me do things only feel

Nightmayor: I think I can

How about if I make you pee

7:21 AM Nightmayor: Will you believe me then?

me: Yes

bet you cant

Nightmayor: Just read my commands

sooner or later you'll stop resisting

and it will be even easier for you

7:22 AM Nightmayor: Because deep inside, you want to obey me

Part of you wants to be tricked

So even if you try, you can't fully resist me

me: maybe

7:23 AM Nightmayor: But you're nervous too

and that just makes you more excited

because once you find how easy it is

me: Yes

Nightmayor: to obey me without thinking

you will know without any doubt that you must obey

7:24 AM Nightmayor: As soon as you have obeyed me once

you're looking forward to me tricking you

you feel so excited, knowing what I'll make you do

me: Yes

7:25 AM Nightmayor: And every time you agree

every time you think about how much you want to obey me

you will become more excited

and you will find your desire to be controlled growing

me: Youcant make me feel that

Nightmayor: You can already feel your need to pee building

7:26 AM me: butthats what i feel realy

Nighmayor: And you know you won't be able to hold it

but you're still fighting it as much as you can

even though you know you really want to obey

7:27 AM Nightmayor: Because you know you want to be tricked

because it excites you so much

You want to put all your willpower up against me

and feel me managing to trick you anyway

and you know that as soon as I've made you pee

7:28 AM Nightmayor: You can easily imagine knowing tht I've broken through

the full strength of your willpower

So as soon as you have obeyed once

you will know, so surely, that you can never resist me again

and knowing how controlled, how weak you will feel

7:29 AM Nightmayor: your embarrassment and excitement

those feelings are growing so much now

will turn into deep, deep obedience

me: growing

and as soon as you realise you have obeyed me

7:30 AM Nightmayor: you will slip instantly into a deep trance

You've felt that before

and you know how to get there.

Can you imagine how that will feel?

me: Yes

7:31 AM me: But you got to makeme first

Nightmayor: And I will

7:32 AM Nightmayor: You're already looking forward to it

Your need to go is growing with every word you read

Your excitement about what I'm doing grows too

me: had coffe breakfast

Nightmayor: You know that when you obey me, it will feel so good

7:33 AM Nightmayor: You will feel so good

so helplessly obedient

that you will sink into a deep obedient trance

I'm going to count down, so you know my command is coming

7:34 AM Nightmayor: 5

You can imagine how it will feel to obey helplessly

7:35 AM me: yes

Nightmayor: 4

Feeling your bladder filling, twice as full with each number

7:36 AM Nightmayor: 3

You look forward to it more and more as I count down

2

7:37 AM Nightmayor: As soon as you obey, you will know you have no resistance against me

me: I need to go

so bad

7:39 AM Nightmayor: 1

I'm about to say it

Know how helpless you are

Feel more and more helpless with every second of anticipation

7:40 AM Nightmayor: Jean, wet yourself now.

Pee your pants

me: Oh gods I

Nightmayor: Go into trance now

Tell me how deep and obedient you are

me: 15

7:41 AM Nightmayor: On a scale from 1 to 10

me: 18

21

Nightmayor: Or whatever scale you are familiar with

me: 26

7:42 AM Nightmayor: Just find yourself counting

me: 29

31

34

Nightmayor: your conscious memory fading more

becoming more and more obedient

me: 38

Nightmayor: With every number you type

Getting closer and closer

7:43 AM Nightmayor: To complete

wonderful

me: 43

Nightmayor: helpless

obedient oblivion

7:44 AM me: 48

49 perfect

7:46 AM Nightmayor: How deep are you now?

7:47 AM me: 49

49

7:48 AM Nightmayor: This scale goes from 1 to 49

me: Yes

Nightmayor: But still, every time you say "yes" to me

It will be even easier to obey

Can you feel that?

7:50 AM me: Yes

Nightmayor: Good

and you are so deep, so relaxed, so obedient

that you will obey every word I say now

7:51 AM Nightmayor: completely

as soon as you say yes,

you will start obeying the instructions I just gave

me: yes

Nightmayor: And you will find that you don't remember

7:52 AM Nightmayor: The instructions I give while you are in trance

seal these words so deep in your mind that you won't recognise them

even when you come to write your journal

so that nobody can read this, and use it to take control of you

Everything beyond this point is secret, from others and from yourself

7:53 AM Nightmayor: Do you understand?

me:

you feel more alert and alive than you ever have before

wanting the next step so much

1

8:31 AM Nightmayor: Completely refreshed and awake

How do you feel now?

me: Oh gods that was wonderful

I cant believe you can could do that

8:32 AM me: Oh I didnt notice the time

Gotta get cleaned up for work

8:33 AM Nightmayor: You do that

me: C you later Master