I just got an email back from whoshypnogirl, and decided to read it over breakfast, finding out how she liked my twisted little bit of fun. I downed a couple of cups of coffee, then sat down at the table with my laptop and one to sip. It sounded interesting to start with, she said she'd never felt so humiliated, and she'd want to get revenge. thats a little freaky, I'd better find out more and work out why this hurt her, see if I can do enything to help.

After a few minutes reading, I realised she hadn't aded anything to her description. In fact i coudnt remember anything shed written. I finished my coffee and went to close the window, look again at what I'd sent her, and realised that I cant. She's sent me an email back, and I cant stop reading till the end. Well, thats ok, but 3 big cups off coffe wanted out, so I had to get a move on reading. I got to the end then new I cant stop unless I go in trance and all the words sink in. I'm really desperat by that point, so I didnt care about this revenge, Ive just got to let it effect me completely and not try to resist, so I can get to go.

It took like a dozen tries, but I finally red it so well there's apsolutely zero chance i cn resist any of it. I closed the email and started thinking wats going to happen. Then I rembered wat I wrote yesterdy, about needing to pee so bad wile your reading the email, and I now what shes done, shes sent it back to me. But this is revenge, its even worse. I try to feel the commands in my head, and I think I got it. Its not just bladdr or bowel like I said, its both, and itll last 2 days even if im at work.

I know im not suppoed to follow emails that do stuff at work, but i cant help it. Its givan me a choice, so she can make me do it if I choose to. I'm gonna do it all unless I delibrately take a dump right her at the kitchen table. dont even know if I can make myself do it, im going to ax some friends for morale support and post the rest of this later