Last night slave was talking with both of her Masters on msn, when she came across that she had lost her swear words again while randomly speaking with Master Angel. Slaves other Master had said slave had 3 choices to get them back which were:

1. Not Getting them back
2. Using Masters idea which was having to pee myself
3. Using Master Angels idea which was unknown at the time

It was a tough decision, but since slave was curious to know what Master Angel's was, slave decided to go with the 3rd option, Which Master Angel had sent me an email to read:

"and you will also find it easier to obey me, because my suggestions have made it easier and easier to obey when you receive a message with this subject, and also because you subconsciously know that you must do this. Your master has checked this email, and you will be able to obey it completely because you know you want to do what he chooses.

You've been asking to be able to use a word again. You're going to find that you are allowed to use that word in our conversation tonight, and that's allowed because your master has checked this file and decided it is OK. So you must do what is suggested here. You will be able to say that word during our conversation, the next time you want to say it, but you won't know about this. You will just find that the next time you want to say it, the word comes out.

The penalty for saying that word is that as soon as you say it, you discover you really need the bathroom. You'll make your excuses or apologies and run to the bathroom straight away. When you get there, however, you will start to touch yourself instead. You will start to masturbate, and then realise you can't cum yet. After a few seconds, you will remember that isn't what you came for, and you need to come straight back and tell us. Its at this point that you'll realise you said the word you wanted, and until that point, you might not even have realised you had it back. You've used it now, though, and its gone. You will still have to get it back from master.

But there's a more pressing dilemma on your mind. You'll find that you can't remember what you went to the bathroom for, you'll find that your knowledge of what the bathroom is for is momentarily hidden from your conscious mind, forgotten as easily as you forget the contents of this email. So you'll have to ask us, but be so embarrassed about having forgotten something so simple. You must do this.

And once we remind you, of course, it will seem so obvious. And, so relieved to know again, you will do it right away, right there where you are sitting. You will have forgotten to actually GO back to the bathroom.

And straight away, you will know this is the cost of asking me for a word back when your master already gave you the choice. So humiliating, but also so good, and the combination of feelings you experience will help to make you even more obedient to all the emails you receive in fture."

Now slave has read the email, forgotten everything and master asks slave to tell master angel about a person...and suddenly slave had her words back. But then slave had to rush to the washroom... and slave came back forgetting why she rushed to the washroom. Master and Master Angel were nice enough to remind me, but then they said it was only a one time use... so slave still had to get her words back from her Master his way. Since slave was so sleepy and wanted to obey, masters had let slave go to sleep and demanded she talk to master when she woke up and asked for special permission:

• Slave: Grr i need to ask you something
• Master: whats that?
• Slave: Can i pee myself?
• Master: yes, you may. Stand up so you dont make a mess of your bed and then go. feel it running down your legs. Good girl..
• Slave: Ok I'm doing it.
• Master: Doesn't that feel good?
• Slave: Mhm
• Master: Are you standing there all wet now?
• Slave: Yes Master
• Master: Should i let you go clean yourself up?
• Slave: Please
• Master: Beg like a good slave, telling me what your feeling about what you did
• Slave: Please let me clean myself. I feel grose
• Master: ok slave, go clean yourself up

Slave felt so degraded that she had to pee herself to get her words back, but slave loved every minute of it.