I went in the chatroom today, and what somebody said made 2 of my emails collide in a very nasty way. Angel asked to PM me, and as soon as I responded said "reset switch". The trigger was there to reset all the commands I've been given. Unfortunately includes some things he'd told me to forget that I really dont want to remember. I think he wanted to just clear out the stuff causing the problem, but as soon as he asked to PM there was an admin saying she's going to kick him for not asking her permission first, so he had to do it quick.

If he'd broken the rules, I'd be fine, and he'd be fine. Because he followed the rules asked permission to PM, he's threatened with a ban. Because he followed the rules and only used trigger instead of a trance, I feel like shit now remembering what a bitch I was to him. If he'd done what Melody demanded and got permission from her before doing anything, I'd probably have ruined my life for good. Its pretty clear they've built a system where chaotic good is the only way that works. I won't be going back.

I'll put email slave CD on again tonight, don't know if its still working. But I think all my commands are gone, so I never found out who sent that ghost girl.