So my journal that was supposed to be posted yesterday ended up being delayed because my stupid internet company decided they were going to shut down the whole towns network and do maintenance on the internet. I was in the middle of writing it and talking to naughtyjeanette and whodoyacallit on chat and suddenly bam, no internet. I was angry for not having any notice. So unfortunately, internet was down until about 6:30 am, and i had therefore lost everything i started to write.

Now to get on with what happened yesterday. Yesterday I decided to try listening to slavery subliminal on repeat, instead of listening to email slave. It made me trance even better than email slave would, and made me obey emails just as well.

Before Master wanted to go out, I had completely started to act like a bimbo. I couldn't stop thinking about sex, i couldn't use big words, i even was obsessing over my ass again. Not only did i do those things, but i made sure i made myself look pretty before we went out by putting makeup on and making everything perfect, which reallly never happens. I do where makeup on occasion, but doing it just to go to the store? i knew something had to be up!

Once Master and I decided to go to the drug store to pick up some stuff that we were running short of, suddenly i saw an item priced at "2.49". I stared it down, not knowing what at all was happening, I just knew that the number sounded really familiar to my subconscious and I ended up buying the item, feeling like I absolutely had no choice in the matter. It was the first item i saw, and i felt obligated to buy the first item at that price. The funny part is what the item was. The item that i managed to get was "adult glycerin suppositories" lmao. Oh i could see people having some fun with this one.

Master and I are home now, and Master made me put on a nappy. Once i got out the nappy and put it on, master decided he would have fun turning me into a baby for the night again. Once again i was colouring, drinking from a bottle, and chewing on my pacifier, as well as watching tree house. Once it was time for master to go home, master made me take a wee like a good baby would do. It was so amazing. i love how much master has control over me, and how much others can have control over me too. It makes me feel like a real slave, knowing that i have control over nothing. :)

Email from Angel:

"This is your new hypnofile. You will find that as you read it, as well as the effects I describe, it will make the email slave file stronger, until you can find yourself ready to helplessly obey the suggestions at any time of day. Let yourself go deep now, and find yourself unable to resist obeying these commands so helplessly.

You will find that once you've read this email, you will have no conscious idea what it is going to make you do. You will know you've read this email, and you will know how helpless you will be to resist obeying it. You may even find yourself trying to guess, making yourself more and more excited and obedient, as you wait to see what it will do.

Now this suggestion might be quite tame compared to some you have received, and this will make it easier to obey. But as you won't consciously know what you must do, your knowledge that you will have no choice but to obey completely will only make it easier to obey my words, and any other email commands that you're allowed to accept. Every single time you think about this email, anticipating or wondering about what it might make you do, all you will know is how easily you will obey it, and that will increase your obedience even more.

Now, the next time you see an item priced at ¤2.49, you will know you have to buy it. You might not even relate it to this file, but you will know you have to buy that thing. It might just seem a natural thing for you to buy, or you might find that you are unable to stop yourself putting it in your cart or basket. Either way, buying that thing is something you must do. This won't happen if its something you would buy normally, it will be the next thing you see costing ¤2.49 that you wouldn't otherwise have bought.

As soon as you've bought that thing, you will know that you obeyed this file so helplessly. You will know that I made you buy that thing, and knowing you couldn't resist will make it that much easier to obey these emails in future. You won't know how you chose that item, though. You'll think I told you to buy that particular item, whatever it is.

You'll know that you have to tell me you've bought it, and how you feel about owning it. But you don't want to let me know immediately, you want to try and guess why I made you buy that thing before you tell me. You might find that if you really try, you can put off writing until the evening. Or you might find your resistance fails sooner, and you have to email me or write in a journal straight away. But when you feel you can't resist any more, it will make the email slave file even stronger, making it impossible to resist anything else I send you in future.

You will find that after you have bought that item, both before and after you tell me about it, you will find yourself trying to guess what I'm going to make you do with it. It may be easy or hard to guess, but you will find yourself desparate to know, and thinking about it any time you don't have other pressing needs to deal with. You'll tell me, in email or in your journal, what you found yourself buying, and you'll want to tell me too any guesses about why I might have made you buy that. And every time you try to guess, you'll find the email slave file getting stronger as if you just listened again, and knowing how obediently you bought it will remind you just how much more obedient you will be to anything I send you in future.

Now, if you can remember any of what is going to happen to you, read this email again and feel the words fading from your conscious memory even as your obedience grows and they sink deeper into your mind. Let yourself take in my suggestion completely, and remember only how helplessly you are going to obey."

Email from purplemanifest@gmail.com‏:

" For the next three hours you are to act like a complete and total bimbo. Your intelligence will be unaffected, however your ability to communicate will be severely reduced. You will only think about sex, clothing, and making yourself look pretty. After you have become a bimbo I want you to reply to this email telling me about the best things that you learned in high school. If you want to remove the effects of this trigger then you must masturbate yourself to an orgasm while fantasizing about being used and abused and fucked and treated like a dumb little slut."