I finally got what I deserved and it felt sooo good. whodoyacallit had made me wet myself again shortly before I got an email from puppy. I was chatting with him and everything was fine. Suddenly, bam! - I had to pee and it was getting more urgent by the second. I asked for permission to use the bathroom but I was denied. I grew desperate about it. Then he told me I could go and I made a run for it but when I was almost there I lost it and soaked myself. I went in my good pants and I felt embarassed that it had happened even though I was allowed to just use the bathroom, like a normal person. The feelinf of not being capable of that any more was really exciting.

As I was wearing wet panties I tried to pick up the big sticky note again but it was no use. I changed into a new pair of panties and a skirt.

Suddenly, puppy came onto the chat and I was so glad about it. I felt all needy again but she assured me that if I really had just wet myself I was allowed to put on a diaper. Somehow I knew that I should do that, mainly for protecting my funrniture but also because maybe I had to wear one to be able to finally pick up the sticky note. It felt weird to do it, I sure didn't want to be seen like that *g*. But at the same time it felt strangely comfortable. As I had put it on I figured that I needed to poo and a diaper is something to poo in so without thinking very much about what I was doing, I just happily pushed and went number two as I sat. Which was a little difficult in that position so I stood up. I even talked about what I was doing quite openly, it just felt so natural to do it. Then, however, I realized what I had done and it was embarassing. I also felt my bladder emptying. I figured that I'd better try and pick up the sticky note and it said "dirty girl". I felt like it was right but I was just obeying so I didn't feel too bed. As I had read it I peed and pooed some more and suddenly I felt an orgasm well up. Then another one. It was bliss, icky but sooo very enjoyable. I tried to really enjoy it before I finally took it off, knowing that my punishment was done then and being so glad about it.

Here is the email I got from heather:

You know you have triggered me to write this, and I can't refuse. You might feel a little naughty, a little excited about having resorted to this, but it will be a tingle of pleasure, because you know in your heart that's what I wanted you to do.

Now, you are going to find yourself obeying a new command. You already know that you can't put on your nappies unless you are wet, even if you don't realise it yet. But you are now going to find that every time you wet yourself, whether deliberately, or due to my commands, or anyone else's, you will need to put yourself in a nappy. You will know it is a logical response - to protect the furniture and carpets. But you will also know that the reason you have to do this is to make you feel humiliated and embarrassed.

For the next week, or until you used all the nappies, whichever comes first, you will find that every time you pee your pants, you will want to put on a nappy. You won't have to if you are out, if there are other people there, or if it would get in the way of whichever email command made you wet. But as soon as you are home, or when the scene ends, you will have to put on a nappy, and you will feel it is very embarrassing.

You will also know that you can't take off a nappy until you have wet it, unless you have some reason to interact with other people. You will be able to take it off anyway if you are expecting visitors or need to go out. But apart from that, you can't take off a dry nappy.

Now, you will remember the things I had to do to pick up those pink squares. You will realise that there's one you haven't tried, that you will only be able to pick up that big note hen you are wearing a nappy. And this will be true. But remember, you can only put on your nappy after you pee, so you will have to either wet deliberately, or ask somebody to make you do it.

When you pick up the big pink note, you will see that it has some words on. If your nappy is clean, it will say "Good clean girl", and you will feel so proud. If your nappy isn't lean, it will say "Dirty girl" and you will feel ashamed, humiliated. But in both cases you will know that the anticipation, craving you have felt was the worst part of your punishment, and now this will feel good.

On having picked up the card, the pleasure or the embarrassment will be so intense that it will bring you to orgasm quickly and easily. You will also find control of your body being taken away, and you will pee and poop as soon as you are able to. This suggestion will make you pee once, and poop once, as soon as you are able. And when you do, the rush of embarrassment will bring you to orgasm again each time. Then, after you have felt yourself pee, and poop, and helplessly orgasm (maybe more than once), you will know that your punishment is done and you are once again a good girl.

You will also know from the correct spelling that Jenni is helping me type this, and you will be so impressed by her eloquence that you will need to compliment her.


I figured as my punishment was rather harsh because it will go on for days I guess, I sent something back to heather (I guess she will post that email) and we had a nice little revenge chat *g*:


naughtyjeanette: okay i am in the middle of writing it
naughtyjeanette: i sent you something incredibly evil
naughtyjeanette: but i guess you will like it
Werepuppy: Thankyou
Werepuppy: I can't wait to find out what it is, now I get a taste of my own medicene I think
Werepuppy: They say the more disparate you get, the better it feels
Werepuppy: This is going to be so good
naughtyjeanette: well actually
naughtyjeanette: i found it really mean to be made to wait so long *g*
Werepuppy: So you wanted to make me wait even longer
naughtyjeanette: welll yeah
naughtyjeanette: *g*
naughtyjeanette: i hope you will have some fun until it happens
naughtyjeanette: but it will be a long wait nonetheless
Werepuppy: I'm sorry ^_^ I'll take my punishment and enjoy it though
naughtyjeanette: you should
naughtyjeanette: oh my i really enjoyed yours
Werepuppy: Good
naughtyjeanette: something about actually wearing a diaper
naughtyjeanette: god i have some fantasies in my head but they ar all too wild to act out i think
Werepuppy: What kind of fantasies?
naughtyjeanette: but i have a hard time getting those out of my mind
naughtyjeanette: well about how i could humiliate myself
naughtyjeanette: things i would probably enjyo but they are really humiliating because they'd take place in public mostly
naughtyjeanette: and of course that can be risky
Werepuppy: yes
naughtyjeanette: but i loved that so much
naughtyjeanette: when it happened
naughtyjeanette: i guess we are different when it comes to the public humiliation stuff
naughtyjeanette: but i feel that i really long for something like tha
naughtyjeanette: t
Werepuppy: Somebody made me send myself the most humiliating email I could think of, and I made myself poop in my nappy at the office, it was so bad
Werepuppy: I didn't belive I'd enjoy that one, but it still felt so good to be naughty
Werepuppy: Are you sure you can't make it a bit sooner?
naughtyjeanette: i am afraid you will have to wait
Werepuppy: Please?
naughtyjeanette: well yes pooping my panties under a short skirt was really extreme
naughtyjeanette: no puppy
naughtyjeanette: you will have to wait
naughtyjeanette: and i promise it will be worth it
naughtyjeanette: but for now you deserve to wait
naughtyjeanette: but it was extreme back then and while i'd still consider it something remarkably risky, i could think of even more embarassing scenarios that would set me off now
naughtyjeanette: or just other stuff that is of a different nature
Werepuppy: souns like a lot of fun
Werepuppy: Sorry I took a wile i just went to the bathroom, and got kinda distracted looking at my reflection and wondering what makes me different of those mirror ghost girls
Werepuppy: Is it different of? I know its not different to becos Jenn gets upset if I write that
Werepuppy: I should prolly sign off here and consecrate on tying to write my journal for last night
Werepuppy: dont want to be late for work in the morning
Werepuppy: oh no its saturday
Werepuppy: not sure if I got plans or not
naughtyjeanette: *g*
Werepuppy: but its still 1:30 and time for bed
Werepuppy: wat time is it there?
naughtyjeanette: 1:30
naughtyjeanette: no 2:30
naughtyjeanette: *g*
Werepuppy: Time to go to th dentist then ^_^ haha
naughtyjeanette: yeah right
Werepuppy: sorrie
naughtyjeanette: you seem tense
naughtyjeanette: everything okay?
Werepuppy: do I?
naughtyjeanette: oh I'd be glad if you are okay *g*
Werepuppy: Yeah, just eager maybe
naughtyjeanette: that is allowed
Werepuppy: or whatever it was yesterday might effect me a bit
Werepuppy: but I feel fine I don't really notice anything different
Werepuppy: Are you psychic?
naughtyjeanette: not that i know *g*
Werepuppy: OK
naughtyjeanette: so what time is it there again?
Werepuppy: because somebody said they'd trance me on here and they'd send a magic influence through the chat so I go under easier
naughtyjeanette: wow that is odd
Werepuppy: its about half past one
naughtyjeanette: okay
naughtyjeanette: well
Werepuppy: OK that's weird
naughtyjeanette: i guess you should get some sleep maybe *g*
naughtyjeanette: wha tis weird
Werepuppy: I felt like I just didnt obey something right, just a little twinge
naughtyjeanette: i dunno
naughtyjeanette: i just asked what time it is where you live
Werepuppy: like when hexagon emailed me to send him a picture of my cock, and I said I couldnt
naughtyjeanette: *g*
naughtyjeanette: lol
Werepuppy: Its 1:30, time to go number 2
naughtyjeanette: i see
naughtyjeanette: well are you ready to go to bed?
naughtyjeanette: it is pretty late here too
Werepuppy: I'm a bit superstitious, so it worried me talking about psychic mind control
naughtyjeanette: i understand that
Werepuppy: so I got Angel to put a ward on my computer, turns out he's a real live druid priest, too
naughtyjeanette: but i'm just curious if you are already in your pajamas or whatever you sleep in?
Werepuppy: but ever since, the people who think they're psychic keep thinking I'm upset or something
Werepuppy: Not yet, I'm just in my underwear
naughtyjeanette: i see
naughtyjeanette: sorry for being so nosy, but it is already time to go number two here
naughtyjeanette: and i am a bit tired
Werepuppy: yeah, I know
Werepuppy: I should really go before I go to bed
naughtyjeanette: go where?
Werepuppy: I went to the bathroom, but as soon as I got there I thought what if I missed you saying something interesting
Werepuppy: Umm
naughtyjeanette: you did
naughtyjeanette: well that can happen
naughtyjeanette: after all it is already late
Werepuppy: yeah
naughtyjeanette: time to go number 2 i thin
Werepuppy: I really need to go though
naughtyjeanette: okay...
Werepuppy: Can I put my nappy on please so I can go to the bathroom please?
naughtyjeanette: why don't you just use the bathroom like a big girl?
Werepuppy: Good idea, I'll be right back
naughtyjeanette: *g*
Werepuppy: Hehe, I thought it was raining for a minute but its just the wind rattling the extractor fan
Werepuppy: What's it like where you are?
naughtyjeanette: oh it is dark i can hardly tell
Werepuppy: Oh, I forgot to use the toilet
naughtyjeanette: but i guess it is not raining here
Werepuppy: Well, I think I don't really need to go that bad
naughtyjeanette: really?
Werepuppy: I can wait until the morning when the fan doesn't sound so scary in the dark
naughtyjeanette: yes
Werepuppy: Yeah, I think so
naughtyjeanette: well it is time to go number two here
naughtyjeanette: so i should really get some sleep i guess
Werepuppy: yeah, here too
Werepuppy: I really do need to go
naughtyjeanette: oh, all of a sudden?
Werepuppy: Can I use my nappy please
Werepuppy: yeah
naughtyjeanette: oh well
naughtyjeanette: you really want that?
Werepuppy: please, there's one left in the bag on the kitchen table
Werepuppy: yes, please can I put my nappy on
naughtyjeanette: because it's a little icky to go in a nappy
naughtyjeanette: you might feel dirty if you do
naughtyjeanette: do you want that anyway?
Werepuppy: but I really, really need to go
Werepuppy: but I didn't need it so bad earlier
naughtyjeanette: okay well you may put on a nappie then
Werepuppy: Thankyou. I'm doing my poo now and its such a relief
naughtyjeanette: i can imagine *g*
naughtyjeanette: you are so fun
naughtyjeanette: are you going in your nappy now?
Werepuppy: I'm done already, I don't know why I needed it so bad when there's only a little bit
Werepuppy: oh
naughtyjeanette: what is it?
naughtyjeanette: something about your nappy?
Werepuppy: theres still one left in the bag
naughtyjeanette: that is odd
Werepuppy: u tricked me
naughtyjeanette: it goes against the logic of time and space maybe
naughtyjeanette: or maybe, yes, i tricked you
naughtyjeanette: *g*
naughtyjeanette: i hope you understand that i had to do this
Werepuppy: I just went in my pants, the nice ones that Jenny and Angel got me
naughtyjeanette: aw
naughtyjeanette: too bad
Werepuppy: yes ^_^
naughtyjeanette: you are a good girl
naughtyjeanette: a dirty one , but a good girl
Werepuppy: You could of waited longer though, so I really needed it
naughtyjeanette: well i had written the file so you'd say that thing about the time only when it is really urgent
naughtyjeanette: but maybe i made a mistake
Werepuppy: If you'd done it tomorrow Id be wearing regular panties, not the special ones with 'trigger me' on
naughtyjeanette: oh you got those too?
Werepuppy: I think I was confused, I thought I had to feel like I need it when you ask the time
Werepuppy: or something
Werepuppy: yes
naughtyjeanette: do you know what happens if someone spots them and asks you about them?
Werepuppy: they say 'trigger me' on the back, and "I have a post hypnotic trigger so I have to pee when I put these knickers back on" in little letters
naughtyjeanette: ooooh
naughtyjeanette: that is nice
Werepuppy: I know I have to show them the little words
naughtyjeanette: i still haven't figured mine out but that sounds sooo hot
Werepuppy: and it says lick, lick, lick, suck, lick on the front, I dont know why
naughtyjeanette: oh
naughtyjeanette: well that is odd
naughtyjeanette: those are some triggers equinox gave me
Werepuppy: I dont know if the little words are true or not
naughtyjeanette: when i say them i feel really good *g*
Werepuppy: Which ones?
naughtyjeanette: oh but the idea of them is nice
naughtyjeanette: lick and suck....oh
naughtyjeanette: hmm this is nice
naughtyjeanette: *g*
naughtyjeanette: i had envisioned those panties when demi made me pick up a book
Werepuppy: so what's your trigger then? What do you have to tell me about if I ask?
naughtyjeanette: and I thought it was an embarassing one
naughtyjeanette: i don't know, that is the bad thing
naughtyjeanette: and with demi avoiding me i fear that I'm not going to find out too soon
Werepuppy: I dont even sure I know what trigger means really, some people use it like its one of Andrews what he calls magic words, where when you hear the word you do something, and some people call the emails a trigger, and I saw somebody say "the email slave trigger", so does it mean the CD
Werepuppy: I feel dumb wearing knickers I don't know what they mean
naughtyjeanette: well a trigger is basically a suggestion that makes somehting happen when something else happens *g*
Werepuppy: Ah
naughtyjeanette: and i like those
Werepuppy: So where it says trigger me, does that man give me a trigger by hypnosis or just do the thing that makes the thing happen? I mean what does trigger me actually mean?
naughtyjeanette: please can you send me something tomorrow?
Werepuppy: I'll do my best :)
naughtyjeanette: it means do the thing that makes something happen
naughtyjeanette: i thank you
Werepuppy: Would you like another big pink note, so you can find out what would of happened if you'd picked it up without being dirty?
naughtyjeanette: without demi it is going to be dull but i think yours are just as exciting *g*
naughtyjeanette: oh that sounds lovely
naughtyjeanette: maybe you can even try something that takse place outside my home
naughtyjeanette: at least partially
Werepuppy: Try to make him come back
naughtyjeanette: or that involves public humiliation, if that is okay with you
naughtyjeanette: how could i possibly do that?
Werepuppy: can he still send you emails, i dont kno if that "trigger" only works in th chatroom
naughtyjeanette: yes he can
Werepuppy: I think its a scary one really, but I think you lik being controlled
Werepuppy: its the same as one I sent myself, and Angel got angry and changed it so it doesnt work when he's talking
naughtyjeanette: oh it sounds nice