Wow I just received another email and it has done something really amazing. Here it is:

The next time you have an hour or so free, you will find this email affecting you. You will find yourself beginning to change, and you will be very happy and proud that you have finally got an email that is fun and exciting without humiliating you, it will feel like such a refreshing change.

While you are safe and aone, this email will cause you to transform into cat. You will know this before it happens, and find you are looking forward to it. When you know you have time to be a cat for a while, you will feel fur growing, and feel yourself shrinking. Then, as long as it remains safe, you will believe that you are a cat. You will be able to do most of the things you normally do, but it will feel different. When you walk around, you will imagine the view from a point a few iches off the floor, or as if you were walking along a table or something. You will walk normally, but you will see the world from the path a cat would walk. If you see yourself in the mirror, you will see a catlik form. When you come to type in your journal or chat online, you will type nomlly, but you will emember the experience even while it is happening as if you were walking back and forth across the keyboard, standing on the big keys to press them.

As a cat, you will be aware of just how gracful and sensual you are. You will know that you are beautiful, you will know that you are sexy, and you will know, so happily, that there is nothing wrong with a cat knowing how sexy she is. Cats are proud, and also know they are entitled to attention from all around them.

However, you must do something else, that you will not expect until it happens. When you first need to use the bathroom as a cat, you will be surprised to discover that your home doesn't contain a litter tray. At first ou will look for it, and you will be unable to understand why you don't have one. You will find, as you very quickly grow more and more desperate, that a cat can only go in a litter tray, and as you grow more and more desparate, you will try everything you can think of to find one. Then you will quickly discover that you are so desparate that you just have an accident and go right where you are.

After another 15 minutes, or before any appointment that you need to be human for, you will quickly find yourself transforming back. You will remember the experience as if you had really transformed, your viewpoint close to the ground and leaping effortlessly from one surface to another. And you will realise that even given an innocent and funn suggestion, you have somehow managed to have an accident in your panties.


I let jonas (that guy I met this morning, I wrote about it) read it and he was rather amused. As I read it myself I suddenly felt something strange going on with my body. I was turning into a cat. Or something catish. Now I have never really cared for being a furry but this feels kinda nice. I have a hard time seeing myself in the mirror but I perceive myself as a sleek black cat. I feel pretty and I have decided that I should walk on my hands and knees now, it just feels most fitting. Jonas doesn't seem to mind at all, in fact he's stroking and petting me and I rub against him all the time. It is strange but it is hot at the same time. I think that despite having a catlike form he still sees me as attractive and that is so wonderful. Having fur seems a little uncomfortable on a hot day like this but somehow it isn't even that bad. Jonas is the most handsome cat owner ever and he has served me my breakfast cereal in a bowl on the floor. I made quite a mess trying to eat that way *g*.

I am really glad that I am still able to enjoy something as cute and innocent as this. It is weird, I must admit and most people would already consider playing cat a rather strange fetish but I like it because it makes me feel beautiful for a change. I had really missed that. When I had been an email slave for the first time I had been showing off my body a lot and although it was humiliating how I did it, I grew really proud of my appearance and it gave me a great feeling of self confidence. I am feeling a little bit like that right now, especially because of the attention I am receiving from Jonas. *g*