went to the gym this evening, couldnt seem to exercise enough, I'm so bouncy and full of energy and I dont know why, then I got home and Im bouncing off the walls and I just want somebody to talk to but I went on chat and they started chaining me up and I know is not real but its kind of scary and I dont want to wear a collar for anybody but Him, and Im sorry I know I got nothing to be upset about but its so weird, its almost like its real what people do on chat, or I cant feel it but I get the emotions anyway, I dont know if I should enjoy it anyway but its just so sudden to have that happen without a warning I'm sorry eerybody Ill try again when I calmed down