I have a few new emails, the first one arrived last night when i cam home, the second one this morning. I don't remember exactly what they did but at least the first one I think I understood...
Thing is, I remember sitting down on my laptop, checking my emails and absent mindedly rubbing myself. I don't know exactly how it happened but suddenly i felt something weird under my panties and as I looked I was quite surprised to find that I had grown a penis and balls. That's right, I had turned into some weird shemale freak. And while I felt rather uncomfortable knowing that now I'd be unable to play with my pussy, I soon found that Stroking my newfound cock more than made up for it.
It was incredibly stimulating to masturbate like a guy *g*.
I don't know if having male genitals makes me less or more of a slut but it was intrigueing to say the least. As I came, I was surprised to find myself ejaculating and covering my panties in what felt like sticky cum. I had to change them for the umpteenth time.
Later I had to change even again as I had tried to pee standing up (I should be able to do that now, shouldn't I?) but somehow it went wrong. I guess some other file interfered or so. All I know is, when I left the bathroom my panties were wet, my socks were soaked and I had made a large puddle on the floor. Ashamed and confused, I cleaned it up, rinsed myself off and put on yet another pair of panties. I really need to buy some more panties, my hamper keeps getting stuffed with wet pairs. These days I don't even dare to go for any daring cuts because somebody might make me do something nasty again and I really don't want to be wearing a thong then..... *blushes*
I chatted with gemini and I can't help but suspect that he might be behind all this cock and balls stuff. I dunno, he was just suspiciously interested in what I had developed between my legs. I felt self conscious but his open mindedness to the topic helped a lot already. I hope this will not last forever, but as I have gotten up this morning I found my penis and balls to be still there (and I had a morning boner btw *g*)
I am masturbating even more frequently than usual now, I may not be a proper girl right now, but I still am a pleasure seeking slut. I think I might be brave and put on a short skirt and go out doors. I have a distant feeling of something bad going to happen, but you know I love those bad things and as a slut, I sure as heck won't miss an opportunity to show off in a short skirt *g*
Here's the first file:
What you MUST DO is read this file thoroughly and obey every suggestion given to the best of your ability. As you read, you will absorb what is written totally and will not remember having received this email.
You will find a place where you can safely rub your clit through your panties. If you are in a public place, you will find the nearest restroom. If you are alone at home, you will simply do this where you are sitting. You will start to rub your clit through your panties and it will feel phenomenally good. It will take you twice as long to get to the point just before orgasm, but it will feel so wonderful that you won't mind. Just as you are about to orgasm, however, you'll hear a distraction from outside. As you stop rubbing to look up, you'll feel your clit throbbing and itching, but looking for this distraction is something you MUST DO.
As you investigate where this noise came from, you'll feel the throbbing and aching in your clit growing more and more intense. You'll almost be shaking with the need to orgasm, however, you must spend a few minutes searching for where this noise came from. As each minute passes, the need to orgasm becomes greater and greater, but you won't be able to masturbate until you return to where you were rubbing your clit before.
When you sit back down to rub your clit through your panties again, what you MUST DO is notice a strange bulkiness coming from where your pussy should be. As you touch where your clit should be in your panties, you'll feel and then, when you look down, see a large bulge in your panties between your legs. With a feeling of dread, you'll slowly pull open the waist band of your panties and you'll see that your pussy has been replaced by an erect cock and balls. You will still feel incredibly horny, and what throbbing and aching you were feeling in your clit you can now feel through your cock. You will reach down and feel your balls, and you will believe that they are full and aching with a need to cum.
When you rub your cock to orgasm, you will feel it pulse as you ejaculate, just like a man. After you ejaculate, your cock will go flaccid until you are aroused again, wherein it will become erect again. After your first orgasm as a man, you will feel a compulsion to write an entry in your warpmymind.com journal describing the experience.
When you go to the washroom in public, you will still sit to pee, but if you are home, you will be eager to try peeing standing up like a man. You will believe that you are peeing into the toilet, oblivious to the fact that you are actually wetting yourself. You won't feel or see the wetness until you leave the bathroom, where you will suddenly realize what has happened. What you MUST DO, however, is believe that you wet yourself because of somebody else's email. You will think hard to try and remember who could have sent this email, but you will ultimately come up with nothing.
If you go out of your home, what you MUST DO is put on a short skirt and panties. You will feel humiliated that everyone might be able to see the bulge in your panties, but you will have a compulsion to do this anyways. Even if you are flacid, you will still be constantly reminded of how full and bulky the front of your panties are.
You will have this cock and balls until the next time you orgasm after 4 hours of being awake. After this, you will feel them shrink and change back into your pussy. After this has happened, you will feel all your stress disappear. For the next 24 hours, you will be happy and optimistic and life will seem so much easier than usual. You will also feel a compulsion to write a full description of your experiences as a man in your warpmymind.com journal.
If at any point you need your female genitals (such as for sex or if they conflict with the suggestion of another email), you will find that they have temporarily returned until they are no longer needed. You will also feel a strange craving to have your male genitals back until they have returned. This time you spend with your pussy will not count toward the 4 hour duration..
After you have read this email, you will immediately read it a second time to ensure that you remember all of the suggestions. This is something you MUST DO. You will do or feel nothing else until you have read this email twice.
The second one:
What you MUST DO is read this file thoroughly and obey every suggestion given to the best of your ability. As you read, you will absorb what is written totally and will not remember having received this email.
At some point today, you will have a compulsion to go to a crowded public place while wearing a short skirt and panties. You will casually look at the women as you wander this place and, once you see a girl who you find very good looking, you will have the thought, "God, I'd love to fuck her".
Upon doing this, you'll feel a familiar throbbing and aching between your legs. If your penis and balls from yesterday haven't disappeared, you'll feel your penis grow into a rock-hard erection. If they have disappeared, then you'll feel your clit growing into an erect penis while your pussy changes into a pair of testicles.
After this change has taken place, what you MUST DO is to look at the woman who you were fantasizing about. While you look at her, you will believe that everybody in this crowded public place is staring at you and your throbbing erection. No matter how embarrassed and humiliated you are, you will not move a step from this spot. Instead, the humiliation will instead turn you on. In fact, it will turn you on so much that you imagine fucking this woman who you are looking at. Your imagination will work so well that, even though you're standing still without moving your hips or making any obvious motions, you'll feel her pussy riding your cock. It will feel so wonderful that you'll feel yourself building up toward orgasm without even touching your dick. Even though this will be the most intense orgasm you've had with your cock, the loudest sound you'll make is a light cough as you fill your panties with cum.
You won't run away afterwards. You will casually walk away as if nothing happened even though you can feel the warm, sticky, slimy cum squishing against your male genitals. You will walk to the nearest washroom wherein you will enter an empty stall and lock the door. As you pull down your panties and sit on the toilet, you will want to look at all the cum you shot inside your underwear. Much to your surprise, there will be no cum and your pussy will have returned. You will also notice a pink note on the inside of your panties that says:
"Surprise! (push)"
Upon reading the note, every muscle in your body will relax simultaniously as you spontaneously empty your bladder, bowels, and orgasm. This will be so supremely fulfilling that you will only be able to sit with a blank smile as you stare off into space as this wonderful relaxation fills you. If you have nothing in either your bladder or bowels to empty, then you will simply imagine that there is. Both the orgasm and this relaxation will continue until you have finished emptying both your bowels and bladder.
After you clean up and exit the restroom, if the 4 hour duration for your male genitals from my previous email still is in effect, then they will suddenly return. If it has passed, then you will find that your pussy will remain.
After you have read this email, you will immediately read it a second time to ensure that you remember all of the suggestions. This is something you MUST DO. You will do or feel nothing else until you have read this email twice.