My Master gave me permission to use His name, so i will from now on. His name is Calimore and he is becoming my Master in real life. Yes this is the same Calimore that does files here in WMM. Yesterday i had my first session with Him to start my training hypnotically and to deepen my response to a set of triggers He had installed earlier. The trance process worked rathar well, i seemed to have achieved a relatively deep state. After each session i came out of it but felt sooo good, i just wanted to just lay there relishing the feelings. He did two series of trancing with me, the first was to establish some basic "rules" of my enslavement and the second was to deepen my response to a series of triggers He had installed earlier. The latter was easy as i still had those triggers and responded well to them. i guess they had been installed rather well back when we had had my first sessions here at my house with Him. He had been concerned that since a fair amount of time had lapsed since He had installed them, due to my heart surgery, that they may not work as well. But that was not the case and i responded immediately to them, so He just reemphasized and deepened my triggers. It is possible that they will work on me from now on and will stay just as potent as they are right now. Of course, His use of them only makes them stronger and more permanent with each time He triggers me. The preliminary first session of my indoctrination seemed to go well and He is planning out a set of strategies for my future training. i cant wait to do this but i have to have some patience with myself. That word "patience" seems to crop up a lot with me. i had always percieved myself to be a very patient person and just stay in the moment without any real anticipation but as of late i don't seem to be able to do that. What has happened to my lifelong trait of patience that i had thought i had? Well anyway, that aspect of my personality will be dealt with as we get more involved with my slave training. So now i am waiting for the next step in my slave training and am so looking forward to this and serving my Master. One surprise that i had was that during my training He referred to Himself as my Master but He also referred to a Mistress which suprised me. He told me after my session that He had been aware of my desires to be able to serve a Mistress so He is opening up that as a possibility in the future as a mutual situation where I would serve both Him and a Mistress as well. However i will be signing a contract of my enslavement with Him as my pirmary Master. He also eluded to my future being collared which when I heard that I became so excited that He wanted to do this for me. I feel that I have to go a ways yet before i earn that collar, so we will see. i will be so proud on that day to wear it. Well today I am to have some phone sessions with him and further trancing over the phone using those triggers He installed. That will be in the afternoon. Isn't life wonderful? It is not often, at least in my life, that a dream comes true and being able to totally fulfill a fetish that i have had for such a long time, even if it was not on a conscious level. I had always been a submissive personality and this is a fit to that. I remember when I realized that I wanted to become someone's slave i didn't think that it would ever happen. Then Master Calimore came into my life. i had discovered that He lived here in Phoenix so i made contact with Him in the hopes that He could help me with trancing, as i felt i was not very responsive and wanted to have the mp3s that i had downloaded off of WMM to have some results. To date they seemed not to affect me. When He agreed i was so happy that i could do a live session which i knew would be far more affective, and it was. He had no problem establishing a trance state with me. We had a couple more sessions at my home and all of them worked well. At that time I was listening to a few of His files, "Subspace15", "Mystifying Spiral" and "Suggestable" and that they were conditioning files towards becoming more submissive and even seeking out a Master for possible slave training. Evidently they worked with me and I found that I wanted this for myself. So, here I am now, Calimore's slave in training and looking forward so much for this. I did a considerable research online before making the decision of asking Him if He would be my Master. The more i read the more i knew that this was what i wanted in my future. Now it is a reality for me. I find that all I want is to be able to serve Him in all ways. Well, i guess i need to wrap this up for the day. i have several errands i need to run before my phone sessions with Master Calimore this afternoon. I hope that this finds you all in good health and succeeding in your endevours in your life. Gentlehugs, lola